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[lovesme_not]

ever since that night
that time i stepped out onto that ledge
ive always been left in wonder
before then i wanted to know
i needed to know
only i hadnt the guts to figure it out
but i was pushed
out onto that ledge
but as i was standing there i realized it was of my own free will
and i wasnt standing there waiting for the right time to jump
i was just enjoi-ing the view
i realized then that then was not the time
not the time for my questions to be answered
yet seeing all that i saw while standing up there on that ledge only caused me to wonder more
now im different
youre different too
and i said if i saw that night through
i would no longer wonder anymore
but the truth is
i still do
and i probably always will...