umm. . .
i'm honestly surprised at how quickly i'm getting over this whole thing, its easier than i thought it would be, maybe talking to her often and staying friends with her is helping even though i didnt think it would, possibly its just masking my feelings of hurt and i'm taking that mask to mean that i'm moving on when i'm not, i'm not sure but either way i feel better and am happier. so thats good. ps, i miss you emily, have fun i lewiston, another ps i think i'm getting a new car it might be a mitsubishi lancer, '02. not sure yet. but anyways. yeah thats my life in a nut shell right now.