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11:40 PM - To night was the saddest night ever....
Current mood: sad
Tonight was the fucking saddest night ever. I went to the SPOM with Sarah, Chrissy and Evangeline and just so much stuff happened and all that made me so fucking sad.
So here it goes.
My dad dropped us off and we walk down to the enterance and decide to walk to shelby farms...anyway we're leaving and I see this guy that I liked SO fucking much and shit, and he just kinda looked at me and I did the same and didn't do anything. That was fucking sad. The one time I see him, he fucking hates me. I was about to cry.
We come back and we're standing at the first stage and people are moshing and shit and I see him, and i'm just looking and I told Chrissy about it and she did like a sad AW face and It made me so angry with myself and him.
Then we decided to sit on the ramp and he kept moving and shit and walked past us maybe 2 times and then moved to the crowd that was close to us then just left.
It was so fucking horrible. Then we went to watch the fireworks and we all we're saying how lonely and how this guy chrissy was suppose to met and shit wasn't there or we didn't see him and it made me feel so bad.
I have no idea why I wanted to tell you guys, but it just made me feel like I have no one that loves me as much as he said he did.
He was the best thing to me then it just went away.
Current mood: sad
Tonight was the fucking saddest night ever. I went to the SPOM with Sarah, Chrissy and Evangeline and just so much stuff happened and all that made me so fucking sad.
So here it goes.
My dad dropped us off and we walk down to the enterance and decide to walk to shelby farms...anyway we're leaving and I see this guy that I liked SO fucking much and shit, and he just kinda looked at me and I did the same and didn't do anything. That was fucking sad. The one time I see him, he fucking hates me. I was about to cry.
We come back and we're standing at the first stage and people are moshing and shit and I see him, and i'm just looking and I told Chrissy about it and she did like a sad AW face and It made me so angry with myself and him.
Then we decided to sit on the ramp and he kept moving and shit and walked past us maybe 2 times and then moved to the crowd that was close to us then just left.
It was so fucking horrible. Then we went to watch the fireworks and we all we're saying how lonely and how this guy chrissy was suppose to met and shit wasn't there or we didn't see him and it made me feel so bad.
I have no idea why I wanted to tell you guys, but it just made me feel like I have no one that loves me as much as he said he did.
He was the best thing to me then it just went away.