so yea
the fourth of july was pretty damn good, its also a bookmark and reminder that summer is basically halfway over. wow time does fly. me and john went to the square last night it was fun, it was just like we were on our first date again i guess b/c that is where we had our first date. so yeah b4 we went though we talked about stuff and how i was being unresponsive.... which is true i must admit i just dont have the same feelings for him anymore. so we are on a break. but not really. the conditions of his break are basically that no kissing other "pretty" boys, no dating and just time for him and i to et our shit straight with school/work whatever. what is the definition of a break again? someone clue me in please. i will make it clear soon though, ross called me again and we talked then i talked to john and he got mad b/c ross called me and we spoke! well i finally heard another side to the shit that went down on new years. so yeah i will see ross eventually just for some closure, i would never date him again. and i will have to admit to john that my feelings for him have slowly faded. i believe michael called me again today b/c ok well two days ago after me and micheal hooked up, i was with melissa and this unknown number calls me and everyone knows that when someone withholds their number they dont want you to know who it is. anyways i answer and its a guy that sounds really southern (first hint) and was like me:"hello?" hey is this sheila? "yeah who is this?" are u private "what?" are you by yourself? "no" ok well ill call back later. and then someone today calls me from the same "withheld" thing but i didnt answer... yesterday my mom asked me what a douche meant... where do i begin?