Overwhelming Joy
I'm not really sure where to start, its just this splendid sensation, a stampede of thoughts i cant seem to articulate. Well, without squeaking or sighing a dreadful lot. I am so tired, things seem just so.. so right. I don't know how to explain it, but i cant seem to erase the smile from my face, even as i feel my heart is breaking with need, i cant stop smiling. I miss him so much. I need him. I need to be by his side, perhaps curled up at his torso, listening to the soothing rhythm of his heartbeat as i drift to sleep.
But now, as always, 4am knows me like no other, and for once it is not my sorrows i sit here
crying over, but for joy, and love, and happiness, for these feelings, and for the one i hold dear, i cry for. Maybe i just need sleep, because i cant stop. And All i want to do is bury myself in his arms , but i suppose, the lengthy journal entry will have to wait.
i miss him, and I'm sure, my dreams will be blessed with his presence tonight. Let him be safe, let him know he is loved. I am his to own, and he is mine to be loved..
Given, I typed this early this morning.. internet just hates me today.
But now, as always, 4am knows me like no other, and for once it is not my sorrows i sit here
crying over, but for joy, and love, and happiness, for these feelings, and for the one i hold dear, i cry for. Maybe i just need sleep, because i cant stop. And All i want to do is bury myself in his arms , but i suppose, the lengthy journal entry will have to wait.
i miss him, and I'm sure, my dreams will be blessed with his presence tonight. Let him be safe, let him know he is loved. I am his to own, and he is mine to be loved..
Given, I typed this early this morning.. internet just hates me today.