Look At Me For Onces, Hyung
Title:Look At Me For Onces, Hyung ( 3/? )
Author:lovesj3
Pairing: Heechuel X Hongki ( F. T Island), heechuel X hangeng
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: Pg-13
Summary: Hangeng broke up with Heechuel. It was the first time that Heechuel really love someone, and now that it's gone. He drowned himself in the world of pain and suffering. These pain and suffering lead him of achole and suicide. His dongsang who had been in love with Heechuel for a longtime is happy that he finally have the chance, but Heechuel shut himself up from love. How can now Hongki break down the defense that is twice as hard as before that his hyung use to protect himself?
A/N: Un betad. Also, comments are welcomed. ^^
Heechuel POV
I sat on the bed, looking through the window. Feeling all dead and tired, didn't get any of my beauty sleep last night because of that fucking Chinese man. I turned on my phone that I shouted off since that day, checking if anyone called or messaged. As I expected, loads of calls and message from my band members. I scroll down, hoping that one of them is named " Hangeng", but I know I shouldn't get my hopes up. I dropped the phone on the bed, facing the ceiling, knowing that it's impossible that one of them is Hangeng, what is the point of scrolling down then? I laughed at my own pathetic and my stomach growled unconsciously. I rubbed my stomach as I went into the kitchen room searching for food. I took out some snacks under the bar where HongKi secrets hides it from his band members. You ask me how I know this place? I came here very often, one because Hongki is my favorite dong sang and two is when I don't want to go home and see that Chinese man when we had a fight, I need something to let out my angries. Eat. I ripped open a big of chips, and took a bite, but drop the bag on the table, feeling that I need to get some really food for breakfast. As I searching for some really foods, I found a note on the table.
Dear Hyung,
I know you would be hungry in the morning, so I cooked you some rices-cake, make up for last night's word... ^^
Remember to heat it up, cold food isn't good for your stomach and there is some vitamin in the draw. I think you might need it.... Also there is a key and money in the draw, in case you want to go out.... I'm going to China a few weeks for promotion...... You promised me that you wouldn't do anything stupid, so keep your promise these few weeks and if you need anything, feel free to call me. ^^
Always will be your side, your lovely dongsang, Hongki <3
Brat. I crunched the piece of paper into a ball feeling all pissed. How dare he threatens his hyung! I threw the crunched ball into the garbage can and went into my food. Shit. This is good. You think I would forgive you just because of some stupid little food? Heck no, brat. I would get you back. I stopped what I was doing as I heard the door bell ring. I settled my chopstick on the table and reached toward the door. Who could it be? Hongki and his members all went to China and my band members today have performance also. For some reason, an unpleasing visitor popped out in my head of who could it be. But it seemed unreal for this sudden visitor to come, since there are zero percent of chance that he would came.
I sight-ted and asked through the voice box, " Who is it?"
" Me" he replied.
Me?
" Who?" I asked.
" It's me, Heechul."
It's me?
" Cut the crap out. I don't know who is this so called me is. So who the heck are you!"
" You forgotten my voice already. It hadn't even been a month yet, Cinderella."
A month? Cinderella. Then the unpleasing visitor popped up again.
" Han-n-geng?" I slowly spelled out the zero percent person's name.
" Bingo." came through the other side and Heechul stiffed there with a million of reason of why he is here!
Hongki's POV
After I was in the manger's car, an uneasy feeling developed inside me. I felt so unsettled leaving my hyung back there , who just suicided two days ago, alone at home. What if he tried to do something stupid again! Well, he did promised me not to do it again.... Yeah, I should just relax, I need to trust him....... trust him... NO WAY! I stood up from my seat and opened the car door as I rushed back to the building. The manager who is coming now, saw me rushing back, asked me, " Where are you going?"
"Home." I fastly replied.
As I rushing toward my destination place, I felt a grip around my wrist, dragging me back to the car.
" Home? You get to be kidding me, Hongki. We got to get going."
I turned around, about to argued back but zipped up my mouth as I saw the serious face on our manager.
I Let-ted dragged me back to the car like a dog and listened to my master's order like a obedient dog. Inside my head, I started spinning ideas out of how to get home to see Heechul hyung.
Author:lovesj3
Pairing: Heechuel X Hongki ( F. T Island), heechuel X hangeng
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: Pg-13
Summary: Hangeng broke up with Heechuel. It was the first time that Heechuel really love someone, and now that it's gone. He drowned himself in the world of pain and suffering. These pain and suffering lead him of achole and suicide. His dongsang who had been in love with Heechuel for a longtime is happy that he finally have the chance, but Heechuel shut himself up from love. How can now Hongki break down the defense that is twice as hard as before that his hyung use to protect himself?
A/N: Un betad. Also, comments are welcomed. ^^
Heechuel POV
I sat on the bed, looking through the window. Feeling all dead and tired, didn't get any of my beauty sleep last night because of that fucking Chinese man. I turned on my phone that I shouted off since that day, checking if anyone called or messaged. As I expected, loads of calls and message from my band members. I scroll down, hoping that one of them is named " Hangeng", but I know I shouldn't get my hopes up. I dropped the phone on the bed, facing the ceiling, knowing that it's impossible that one of them is Hangeng, what is the point of scrolling down then? I laughed at my own pathetic and my stomach growled unconsciously. I rubbed my stomach as I went into the kitchen room searching for food. I took out some snacks under the bar where HongKi secrets hides it from his band members. You ask me how I know this place? I came here very often, one because Hongki is my favorite dong sang and two is when I don't want to go home and see that Chinese man when we had a fight, I need something to let out my angries. Eat. I ripped open a big of chips, and took a bite, but drop the bag on the table, feeling that I need to get some really food for breakfast. As I searching for some really foods, I found a note on the table.
Dear Hyung,
I know you would be hungry in the morning, so I cooked you some rices-cake, make up for last night's word... ^^
Remember to heat it up, cold food isn't good for your stomach and there is some vitamin in the draw. I think you might need it.... Also there is a key and money in the draw, in case you want to go out.... I'm going to China a few weeks for promotion...... You promised me that you wouldn't do anything stupid, so keep your promise these few weeks and if you need anything, feel free to call me. ^^
Always will be your side, your lovely dongsang, Hongki <3
Brat. I crunched the piece of paper into a ball feeling all pissed. How dare he threatens his hyung! I threw the crunched ball into the garbage can and went into my food. Shit. This is good. You think I would forgive you just because of some stupid little food? Heck no, brat. I would get you back. I stopped what I was doing as I heard the door bell ring. I settled my chopstick on the table and reached toward the door. Who could it be? Hongki and his members all went to China and my band members today have performance also. For some reason, an unpleasing visitor popped out in my head of who could it be. But it seemed unreal for this sudden visitor to come, since there are zero percent of chance that he would came.
I sight-ted and asked through the voice box, " Who is it?"
" Me" he replied.
Me?
" Who?" I asked.
" It's me, Heechul."
It's me?
" Cut the crap out. I don't know who is this so called me is. So who the heck are you!"
" You forgotten my voice already. It hadn't even been a month yet, Cinderella."
A month? Cinderella. Then the unpleasing visitor popped up again.
" Han-n-geng?" I slowly spelled out the zero percent person's name.
" Bingo." came through the other side and Heechul stiffed there with a million of reason of why he is here!
Hongki's POV
After I was in the manger's car, an uneasy feeling developed inside me. I felt so unsettled leaving my hyung back there , who just suicided two days ago, alone at home. What if he tried to do something stupid again! Well, he did promised me not to do it again.... Yeah, I should just relax, I need to trust him....... trust him... NO WAY! I stood up from my seat and opened the car door as I rushed back to the building. The manager who is coming now, saw me rushing back, asked me, " Where are you going?"
"Home." I fastly replied.
As I rushing toward my destination place, I felt a grip around my wrist, dragging me back to the car.
" Home? You get to be kidding me, Hongki. We got to get going."
I turned around, about to argued back but zipped up my mouth as I saw the serious face on our manager.
I Let-ted dragged me back to the car like a dog and listened to my master's order like a obedient dog. Inside my head, I started spinning ideas out of how to get home to see Heechul hyung.