Look At Me For Onces, Hyung
Title:Look At Me For Onces, Hyung ( 3/? )
Author:lovesj3
Pairing: Heechuel X Hongki ( F. T Island), heechuel X hangeng broken
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: Pg-13
Summary: Hangeng broke up with Heechuel. It was the first time that Heechuel really love someone, and now that it's gone. He drowned himself in the world of pain and suffering. These pain and suffering lead him of achole and suicide. His dongsang who had been in love with Heechuel for a longtime is happy that he finally have the chance, but Heechuel shut himself up from love. How can now Hongki break down the defense that is twice as hard as before that his hyung use to protect himself?
A/N: Un betad.
Hongki POV
I stormed out the room, crying for this foolish man that is enough to suicide! I was pissed!
So pissed. He can't do this to me. He can't do this in front of me. Does he know how much I
love him? Does he have the fucking clue of how hurt I was every single time he told me about
Hangeng and how much they love each other? And now how dare he do this me. NO! I won't allow
him to leave me again!
I went to the living room and gripped my car key, and went for a ride. After 15 minutes, I
pulled up against the side and fear filled me. I quickly turned back home, rushing to my
hyung's room. I opened the room, panting and huffing. I looked at my hyung who is sitting on
my bed, looking at me confused. I let out a sight of relieve, that he didn't try to do
anything stupid again. He walked up toward me and asked me why am I in such hurry. I looked at
him in the eye and pulled him into a hug. I cried and he asked me why I am crying again. I
simply replied him that, " I thought you are going to do something stupid again, hyung......
Please don't leave me behind." He pat me on the back and push my head onto his shoulder for a
better position. Then he whispered against my ear, " I'm sorry, Hongki. I won't do that again.
I promise you, I won't even think about doing those things again. It's the past already."
Heechuel POV
I rest his head on my shoulder, hadn't felt this for a long time. I never expect that someone
other than Hangeng and my group member would care about me that much. I replied, "I'm sorry,
Hongki. I won't do that again. I promise you, I won't even think about doing those things
again. It's the past already." Even though I promised my dong sang that I won't do those
things again, but I know this promised is meant to be broken or the minute I said it, it was
broken already, because when he stormed out of the room. Hangeng filled my thought again, and
my inner evil self does the trick again. I released Hongki and wrapped his tears. I looked at
the time and it was 5 a.m. The members must be worried right now, especially Leeteuck, but I
don't want to go back yet. I don't want to face the bunch of questions that they would be
throwing at me same as the scolding and yelling. It seemed like Hongki knows my mind, he asked
me, " If you don't want to go back and face them. You could stay here as long as you want
hyung." I smiled sweetly at him and answered him, " No, it's fine. You'r guys don't have
enough room to live already. I don't want to bother you, beside, you forgotten who I am? I'm
Kim Heechuel! I have plenty of friends. If I ask them, they will definite say yes." As I took
my things and walk out of the door, a hand gripped my wrist. " Hyung, if you don't stay. I
would tell Leeteuck hyung and the members about what happened. You don't want that do you,
hyung?" I stared him and wonder when the heck did my dong sang is daring to threaten me!
"Where did you learn that from, Hongki? Who say you are allowed to threaten me?" I asked. He
looked at me in the eye and sharply replied me, " YOU, I learned it from you, hyung." I glared
at him and * task*.
Hongki POV
As I saw him walking away, my hand unconsciously gripped his wrist. He looked at me, wondering
why am I holding his wrist. But I don't know. I just felt that if I let go of his hands now, I
might never see him again. So I threatened him, he glared at me, but I expected that would be
coming. What I wasn't expected is he really takes it! He went on my bed and say, " I'm
sleeping on your bed, so don't even think about getting it back. It's mine now and I won't
share with you." I chuckled, then I went out to the living room, takes out an extra blanket
and a pillow and laid it on the sofa. Then I fall asleep.
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Hongki POV
I rubbed my eyes when I heard someone calling my name. I looked up and saw SeungHyun. I looked
at him for a few second then went back to my sleep again. Too tired.
" Hyung, wake up or else we are going be late." he shook me. I let out an annoying groan,
hoping that he would go away now. But he continues repeating the same thing over and over
again. I covered my ear with my pillow and that it! I gave up, it's impossible beating him, so
I surrender. I woke up and went to the bathroom to brush my teethes. When I finish brushing my
teeths, I went and put back the extras back in place. SeungHyun stares at me and I asked him,"
What?"
" Nothing, hyung. Did anybody stayed overnight yesterday? You are sleeping on the sofa."
" Yeah, it's Heechuel hyung."
" Heechuel hyung? Why would he stay here, doesn't he need to return back to his dorm?"
" Something happened."
" Something happened?"
I ignored his question and went in the kitchen room, looking for foods that I could cook. I
opened the refrigerator door and took out a half bag of rice cake and some kimichs deciding
that I would make some rice cake for hyung.As I was cooking, I felt a stare again behind my
back, and I know it must be SeungHyun again.
" What?"
" Weird, it's weird. You never cooked breakfast for us before. What happened to you today?"
" I'm not cooking for your guys, I'm just cooking enough for Heechuel hyung."
He went up to me and whined about how it was unfair, but I ignored him again and continue my
cooking. Soon, he pouted at me and decided that whining isn't going to work on me and went
away. As we are about to leave for work, I leave a note on the desk and a key. Then I went to
work.
Author:lovesj3
Pairing: Heechuel X Hongki ( F. T Island), heechuel X hangeng broken
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: Pg-13
Summary: Hangeng broke up with Heechuel. It was the first time that Heechuel really love someone, and now that it's gone. He drowned himself in the world of pain and suffering. These pain and suffering lead him of achole and suicide. His dongsang who had been in love with Heechuel for a longtime is happy that he finally have the chance, but Heechuel shut himself up from love. How can now Hongki break down the defense that is twice as hard as before that his hyung use to protect himself?
A/N: Un betad.
Hongki POV
I stormed out the room, crying for this foolish man that is enough to suicide! I was pissed!
So pissed. He can't do this to me. He can't do this in front of me. Does he know how much I
love him? Does he have the fucking clue of how hurt I was every single time he told me about
Hangeng and how much they love each other? And now how dare he do this me. NO! I won't allow
him to leave me again!
I went to the living room and gripped my car key, and went for a ride. After 15 minutes, I
pulled up against the side and fear filled me. I quickly turned back home, rushing to my
hyung's room. I opened the room, panting and huffing. I looked at my hyung who is sitting on
my bed, looking at me confused. I let out a sight of relieve, that he didn't try to do
anything stupid again. He walked up toward me and asked me why am I in such hurry. I looked at
him in the eye and pulled him into a hug. I cried and he asked me why I am crying again. I
simply replied him that, " I thought you are going to do something stupid again, hyung......
Please don't leave me behind." He pat me on the back and push my head onto his shoulder for a
better position. Then he whispered against my ear, " I'm sorry, Hongki. I won't do that again.
I promise you, I won't even think about doing those things again. It's the past already."
Heechuel POV
I rest his head on my shoulder, hadn't felt this for a long time. I never expect that someone
other than Hangeng and my group member would care about me that much. I replied, "I'm sorry,
Hongki. I won't do that again. I promise you, I won't even think about doing those things
again. It's the past already." Even though I promised my dong sang that I won't do those
things again, but I know this promised is meant to be broken or the minute I said it, it was
broken already, because when he stormed out of the room. Hangeng filled my thought again, and
my inner evil self does the trick again. I released Hongki and wrapped his tears. I looked at
the time and it was 5 a.m. The members must be worried right now, especially Leeteuck, but I
don't want to go back yet. I don't want to face the bunch of questions that they would be
throwing at me same as the scolding and yelling. It seemed like Hongki knows my mind, he asked
me, " If you don't want to go back and face them. You could stay here as long as you want
hyung." I smiled sweetly at him and answered him, " No, it's fine. You'r guys don't have
enough room to live already. I don't want to bother you, beside, you forgotten who I am? I'm
Kim Heechuel! I have plenty of friends. If I ask them, they will definite say yes." As I took
my things and walk out of the door, a hand gripped my wrist. " Hyung, if you don't stay. I
would tell Leeteuck hyung and the members about what happened. You don't want that do you,
hyung?" I stared him and wonder when the heck did my dong sang is daring to threaten me!
"Where did you learn that from, Hongki? Who say you are allowed to threaten me?" I asked. He
looked at me in the eye and sharply replied me, " YOU, I learned it from you, hyung." I glared
at him and * task*.
Hongki POV
As I saw him walking away, my hand unconsciously gripped his wrist. He looked at me, wondering
why am I holding his wrist. But I don't know. I just felt that if I let go of his hands now, I
might never see him again. So I threatened him, he glared at me, but I expected that would be
coming. What I wasn't expected is he really takes it! He went on my bed and say, " I'm
sleeping on your bed, so don't even think about getting it back. It's mine now and I won't
share with you." I chuckled, then I went out to the living room, takes out an extra blanket
and a pillow and laid it on the sofa. Then I fall asleep.
*************************************************************************
Hongki POV
I rubbed my eyes when I heard someone calling my name. I looked up and saw SeungHyun. I looked
at him for a few second then went back to my sleep again. Too tired.
" Hyung, wake up or else we are going be late." he shook me. I let out an annoying groan,
hoping that he would go away now. But he continues repeating the same thing over and over
again. I covered my ear with my pillow and that it! I gave up, it's impossible beating him, so
I surrender. I woke up and went to the bathroom to brush my teethes. When I finish brushing my
teeths, I went and put back the extras back in place. SeungHyun stares at me and I asked him,"
What?"
" Nothing, hyung. Did anybody stayed overnight yesterday? You are sleeping on the sofa."
" Yeah, it's Heechuel hyung."
" Heechuel hyung? Why would he stay here, doesn't he need to return back to his dorm?"
" Something happened."
" Something happened?"
I ignored his question and went in the kitchen room, looking for foods that I could cook. I
opened the refrigerator door and took out a half bag of rice cake and some kimichs deciding
that I would make some rice cake for hyung.As I was cooking, I felt a stare again behind my
back, and I know it must be SeungHyun again.
" What?"
" Weird, it's weird. You never cooked breakfast for us before. What happened to you today?"
" I'm not cooking for your guys, I'm just cooking enough for Heechuel hyung."
He went up to me and whined about how it was unfair, but I ignored him again and continue my
cooking. Soon, he pouted at me and decided that whining isn't going to work on me and went
away. As we are about to leave for work, I leave a note on the desk and a key. Then I went to
work.