Not a real entry
So just because I havnt written in here doesnt mean that I dont love you guys anymore. It just means that my life sucks a whole lot of ass and I cant find time between yelling,school,and crying to type an entry of how I have been.
I have been going to school like the good little girl that I should I did walk away from 3rd quarter with grades I am not proud of, but they are on the rise and I guess that is something to feel remotly glad about.
I have lost touch with kayla almost completely. I love her and I miss her but I just can seem to bring myself to pick up the phone and call her cause I know that things wont be the same causeI am so far away. I just wish that I could fix it.
I am having mad issues, I think that my mom is crushing on this dude, and that she wants to start dating agian.. I am SO not cool with that at all. then I have been talking to Snoopy (juan) about it all the time and he brings around a good arguement , being that my dad would want her to be happy but I am just not ok with it , so I need to figure out how I am going to react to all of that.
My friend D from school is going through some shit right now, she reminds me alot of my self when I was a freshman. But on monday her boyfriend chris got shot and he is in the hospital and they are pretty sure that he isnt going to make it, so it, so I have spent all week watching D cry and its so hard to know that I cant do anythign but just be there for her I wish thatI could do more but I cant.
I desperatly need to find a church here that I can go to I think that if I got back in to church then that would help me out alot. I miss my home, and my friends, I feel like I have just stepped in to some alternate universe. I missed portia's birthday party on the 27th because......
My mom had a heart attack and ended up in the hospital.
I have had writers block but somethign happened and all of a sudden I can write agian so I am excited. I have been listening to a lot of rap like kanye west, usher, and lil john and the eastside boys, and NBK
I took my profficancy exams on tuesday and I wont know how I did until may so that sucks a whole lot of ass I dunno I wil figure it out I guess
I need to sleep, cause tomorrow is the last day of school before spring break, and I have a few tests so peace out
I have been going to school like the good little girl that I should I did walk away from 3rd quarter with grades I am not proud of, but they are on the rise and I guess that is something to feel remotly glad about.
I have lost touch with kayla almost completely. I love her and I miss her but I just can seem to bring myself to pick up the phone and call her cause I know that things wont be the same causeI am so far away. I just wish that I could fix it.
I am having mad issues, I think that my mom is crushing on this dude, and that she wants to start dating agian.. I am SO not cool with that at all. then I have been talking to Snoopy (juan) about it all the time and he brings around a good arguement , being that my dad would want her to be happy but I am just not ok with it , so I need to figure out how I am going to react to all of that.
My friend D from school is going through some shit right now, she reminds me alot of my self when I was a freshman. But on monday her boyfriend chris got shot and he is in the hospital and they are pretty sure that he isnt going to make it, so it, so I have spent all week watching D cry and its so hard to know that I cant do anythign but just be there for her I wish thatI could do more but I cant.
I desperatly need to find a church here that I can go to I think that if I got back in to church then that would help me out alot. I miss my home, and my friends, I feel like I have just stepped in to some alternate universe. I missed portia's birthday party on the 27th because......
My mom had a heart attack and ended up in the hospital.
I have had writers block but somethign happened and all of a sudden I can write agian so I am excited. I have been listening to a lot of rap like kanye west, usher, and lil john and the eastside boys, and NBK
I took my profficancy exams on tuesday and I wont know how I did until may so that sucks a whole lot of ass I dunno I wil figure it out I guess
I need to sleep, cause tomorrow is the last day of school before spring break, and I have a few tests so peace out