just things....

Jul 31, 2004 16:55

Went to jills sweet sixteen last night had fun HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL ppl i hadnt seen since june it felt like a reunion like i hadnt seen them in decades. went to go to the movies with john and phil today, phil never came. We called him he was sleeping and said he would try to make it, he never called or showed up so me and john saw the village together it was a great movie. the plot is crazy the shit that happens isnt even in ur mind when u think u know whats happeneing or whats going on you dont even know the half of it. When i think about it it almost is like saying our lives are lies not literally figuatively speaking, we make up things in our minds just to help us go on iwth life. And soon or later we trick ourselves into believeing its real and become devoured by it.

I have to realize people have lives too and i cant revolve everything around myself i have to build relationships on their terms as well i will push myself to slow down for them i want us to be.....
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