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I am as I once was
I need to get this out
I feel distant
I see thru diffent eyes
Clear eyes,
I see your not happy,
Not satisfied with me
I no longer make you laugh
Make you smile.
Even your smile seems forced...
I come to this point.
I have come to the ghost again
A reflection of what was and what is
I am lost.
What to do
Two paths maybe more and I wonder
Do I look for the fix
Do I look to what controls me
Do I dare to follow that stinch?
The rotting trail of decaying flesh and blood?
The mirrors and gods that once where
The fields of green and rain that falls feral?
Does some god weep for me.
You dont
If I left you would go on
Do I go or stay
Do I talk to this ghost for hours like I used to
I am lost in a reflection lost in time
With a ghost that doesnt exist
In a lie
Waiting for a word
Anything
But as always
Silence
This Is murdering my heart again
And you cant possibly understand
Your problems and feelings outweigh mine
And I feel nothing as teas roll down my face..
GIVE ME ANYTHING
Silence...is all I hear
I need to get this out
I feel distant
I see thru diffent eyes
Clear eyes,
I see your not happy,
Not satisfied with me
I no longer make you laugh
Make you smile.
Even your smile seems forced...
I come to this point.
I have come to the ghost again
A reflection of what was and what is
I am lost.
What to do
Two paths maybe more and I wonder
Do I look for the fix
Do I look to what controls me
Do I dare to follow that stinch?
The rotting trail of decaying flesh and blood?
The mirrors and gods that once where
The fields of green and rain that falls feral?
Does some god weep for me.
You dont
If I left you would go on
Do I go or stay
Do I talk to this ghost for hours like I used to
I am lost in a reflection lost in time
With a ghost that doesnt exist
In a lie
Waiting for a word
Anything
But as always
Silence
This Is murdering my heart again
And you cant possibly understand
Your problems and feelings outweigh mine
And I feel nothing as teas roll down my face..
GIVE ME ANYTHING
Silence...is all I hear