Love Still Goes On
Tittle : My Love Still Goes On
Pairing : Nichkhun/Junho
Words : 1014
Rating : G
Summary : Junho had an accident that had almost taken his life. He was in comma when Nichkhun, his best friend, came to tell him all secrets that he had never known before.
Nichkhun was sitting beside Junho’s bed. He was still in comma after the accident that almost took away Junho from him. Nichkhun was in deep thought looking at Junho’s face while holding his hand tightly when a nurse came in to check on Junho. Nichkhun left them alone and waited outside.
“Are you, Junho’s relative?” a doctor came after him.
Nichkhun nodded without saying a word. He was waiting for the doctor to say or explain things to him. He knew that something had happened to Junho.
“May I tell you something?”
Just as I thought. Nichkhun nodded.
“The accident has damaged some of his nerves that enable him to move. It means that…”
The doctor paused for awhile.
“If he can pass the critical time, he may continue to live on but he might not be able to move at all from now onward.”
“Therapy?” Nichkhun could only suggest that word to come out of his lips.
“May not work. He may not even be able to get out of the bed although he may still be able to make a slight move on his arm. I’m sorry.”
“Is there still any better possibility?”
The doctor shook his head slowly in regret.
“I’m afraid that there isn’t any. It’s the best possibility. If he cannot pass the critical time, it may come to worst. I’m sorry the team has done our very best and now we can only put out hands together and hope for miracles from Him.”
Nichkhun was kept in silence. There was no word could describe his feeling. As the doctor passed by, he walked back into Junho’s room. He went back to his sitting position, beside Junho’s bed, holding his hand. His heart was painful looking at Junho. His tears slowly fell down his cheeks.
“Is it painful? I want to get rid all those tubes from you but sorry I cant. I hope I can change place with you..”
Khun tried to control himself. He tighten his hold on Junho’s hand.
“Do you know something? I have fallen for you eversince we first met.”
Nichkhun was shocked with what he has just said. He had never intended to tell things since he knew that Junho had never liked him more than as his best friend. He did not want to continue what he had just said but something inside his heart thought differently. He continued his ramble on his feeling even when he knew that Junho may not know everything that he would say.
“Eversince we first met. I was Junsu’s best friend. I was with him when I first saw you. I did not know the strange feeling that I had inside my heart. My heart was beating faster and faster every time I saw you. You made my heart flutter with your cheerfulness. When we got closer, I was very happy that I thought you may finally realize my feeling until you send that text. ‘Khun, I need to talk to you, I need someone to talk to but I’m too embarrassed to talk to anyone else.’ At that time, my heartbeat was racing. I called you at that moment but I just realized that I was stupid enough that I thought you liked me more than as best friend. When you say, ‘I like Jonghyun. But I don't know how to approach him.’, my heart broke. But I could do nothing. I could only smile and give you advices. Every time you tell me about him, I’m always happy although my heart hurts. All I want is to see is your smile and I can see it only when you are with him.”
Tears still flew down Nichkun’s cheeks. He did not feel that Junho grasped back his hand. He still continued to say everything that he wanted to say. He wanted to clear everything from his heart even when he knew that it might be selfish of him to talk everything about himself when Junho was still in comma.
“You know, what? Sometimes I’m angry that you never realize my feelings. But no matter how bug my anger is, I could never hate you or even erase my feelings towards you. I’m sorry. I know this feeling is not right and I know that you only care about me as your best friend and I also know that I cannot be more than that.”
Nichkhun stopped for awhile, wiped his tears before continuing what he did before.
“Junho. I want you to know that I have always been in love with you and I will always love you no matter what happens. Even if you love someone else, I’m sorry but I will always love you. Even if you are not Junho that I knew before, I will always love you. Even if you cannot move anymore, I will still always love you and I will always be beside you every time you need me. Even if someday you will hate me, I will still always love you.”
Nichkhun took a deep breath, he was relieved that he had said everything from his heart. He looked at Junho’s face one more time.
I love you, thought Nichkhun.
He was shocked when he saw that tears flew down Junho’s cheeks. He wiped it with his own hand.
“Don’t be afraid, Junho yah. I’m here.”
Nichkhun felt the tight grasp from Junho. He looked at his hand deeply when it started to get weaker until the grasp on his hand was completely loose. He did not feel anymore strength from Junho’s grasp. He was stonned there looking at his hand, when the doctor rushed into the room to check Junho’s condition.
“Khun-ssi” the doctor tapped his shoulder. Nichkhun looked up.
“I’m sorry. We have tried our best but God says differently.”
Nichkhun was stunned at his position. Looking back at Junho desperately.
***
At Junho’s funeral, Nichkhun sat beside Junho’s gravestone.
“Although you are not here anymore, I hope you know that you’ll always be in my heart. And as I said, I’ll always love you.”
A/N : this is a warm up fiction before continuing my fiction on Junho and Sooyoung after the long exams that finally over. Hope you will like it and comments are loved and welcome.
Pairing : Nichkhun/Junho
Words : 1014
Rating : G
Summary : Junho had an accident that had almost taken his life. He was in comma when Nichkhun, his best friend, came to tell him all secrets that he had never known before.
Nichkhun was sitting beside Junho’s bed. He was still in comma after the accident that almost took away Junho from him. Nichkhun was in deep thought looking at Junho’s face while holding his hand tightly when a nurse came in to check on Junho. Nichkhun left them alone and waited outside.
“Are you, Junho’s relative?” a doctor came after him.
Nichkhun nodded without saying a word. He was waiting for the doctor to say or explain things to him. He knew that something had happened to Junho.
“May I tell you something?”
Just as I thought. Nichkhun nodded.
“The accident has damaged some of his nerves that enable him to move. It means that…”
The doctor paused for awhile.
“If he can pass the critical time, he may continue to live on but he might not be able to move at all from now onward.”
“Therapy?” Nichkhun could only suggest that word to come out of his lips.
“May not work. He may not even be able to get out of the bed although he may still be able to make a slight move on his arm. I’m sorry.”
“Is there still any better possibility?”
The doctor shook his head slowly in regret.
“I’m afraid that there isn’t any. It’s the best possibility. If he cannot pass the critical time, it may come to worst. I’m sorry the team has done our very best and now we can only put out hands together and hope for miracles from Him.”
Nichkhun was kept in silence. There was no word could describe his feeling. As the doctor passed by, he walked back into Junho’s room. He went back to his sitting position, beside Junho’s bed, holding his hand. His heart was painful looking at Junho. His tears slowly fell down his cheeks.
“Is it painful? I want to get rid all those tubes from you but sorry I cant. I hope I can change place with you..”
Khun tried to control himself. He tighten his hold on Junho’s hand.
“Do you know something? I have fallen for you eversince we first met.”
Nichkhun was shocked with what he has just said. He had never intended to tell things since he knew that Junho had never liked him more than as his best friend. He did not want to continue what he had just said but something inside his heart thought differently. He continued his ramble on his feeling even when he knew that Junho may not know everything that he would say.
“Eversince we first met. I was Junsu’s best friend. I was with him when I first saw you. I did not know the strange feeling that I had inside my heart. My heart was beating faster and faster every time I saw you. You made my heart flutter with your cheerfulness. When we got closer, I was very happy that I thought you may finally realize my feeling until you send that text. ‘Khun, I need to talk to you, I need someone to talk to but I’m too embarrassed to talk to anyone else.’ At that time, my heartbeat was racing. I called you at that moment but I just realized that I was stupid enough that I thought you liked me more than as best friend. When you say, ‘I like Jonghyun. But I don't know how to approach him.’, my heart broke. But I could do nothing. I could only smile and give you advices. Every time you tell me about him, I’m always happy although my heart hurts. All I want is to see is your smile and I can see it only when you are with him.”
Tears still flew down Nichkun’s cheeks. He did not feel that Junho grasped back his hand. He still continued to say everything that he wanted to say. He wanted to clear everything from his heart even when he knew that it might be selfish of him to talk everything about himself when Junho was still in comma.
“You know, what? Sometimes I’m angry that you never realize my feelings. But no matter how bug my anger is, I could never hate you or even erase my feelings towards you. I’m sorry. I know this feeling is not right and I know that you only care about me as your best friend and I also know that I cannot be more than that.”
Nichkhun stopped for awhile, wiped his tears before continuing what he did before.
“Junho. I want you to know that I have always been in love with you and I will always love you no matter what happens. Even if you love someone else, I’m sorry but I will always love you. Even if you are not Junho that I knew before, I will always love you. Even if you cannot move anymore, I will still always love you and I will always be beside you every time you need me. Even if someday you will hate me, I will still always love you.”
Nichkhun took a deep breath, he was relieved that he had said everything from his heart. He looked at Junho’s face one more time.
I love you, thought Nichkhun.
He was shocked when he saw that tears flew down Junho’s cheeks. He wiped it with his own hand.
“Don’t be afraid, Junho yah. I’m here.”
Nichkhun felt the tight grasp from Junho. He looked at his hand deeply when it started to get weaker until the grasp on his hand was completely loose. He did not feel anymore strength from Junho’s grasp. He was stonned there looking at his hand, when the doctor rushed into the room to check Junho’s condition.
“Khun-ssi” the doctor tapped his shoulder. Nichkhun looked up.
“I’m sorry. We have tried our best but God says differently.”
Nichkhun was stunned at his position. Looking back at Junho desperately.
***
At Junho’s funeral, Nichkhun sat beside Junho’s gravestone.
“Although you are not here anymore, I hope you know that you’ll always be in my heart. And as I said, I’ll always love you.”
A/N : this is a warm up fiction before continuing my fiction on Junho and Sooyoung after the long exams that finally over. Hope you will like it and comments are loved and welcome.