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last nite sucked i slept the whole day and got nothing done then later on my cuzin came over today my dad came over and we had dinner together as a family with my cuzin then we went to the mall and i got underoaths new cd which ive wanted for a lil while now so im pretty happy, i was in racine today home town of the bastard which i miss and i dont kno.....today i was thinkging why i couldnt get over him its cuz i never like to show ne one how i feel cuz i seem to get hurt and i showed him trusting he wouldnt hurt me was i wrong so i always wanna be covring up how i feel about boys.... you kno how i feel, hurt, i lost trust in 2 guys i thought i could really trust, i feel disrespected and i feel like i need time to heal over such a dumb thing , why is love so diffcult and why does it hurt so much.. why does it never complety heal it hurts so much i think about the good times we had but we had those bad ones to sometimes they overule the good ones and ppl ask me what i see in him well i see everything you dont see, like those times u would hold me and kiss me and tell me things... and i loved how u rubbed my neck u know when i was sad it made me feel better u where the only one who made me feel good why must u make me hurt so much plz just come back to me<3