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u know what maybe i do need to calm down i need to show ppl i dont care ne more cuz everytime i trust someone they break my trust its happend through my whole life u never know who ur real friends are till the end theyll show u... and ull show them i really do need my friends they make me life easier when i need a shoulder to lean on their there for me and it means alot and if u dont like me fuck u honstely i dont give to fucks about the ppl who shit and bitch about their shitty lives then try to blame it on me i dont get it why is life so hard sometimes... i wake up and feel so sad and depressed everytime i need someone they always leave my side why does it turn out like that i dont know.. but like i said when i have my friends they make me feel better about my self well i think im going i have a big weekend!! talk to you later like i said add me!!