Reality Check...

[loves_suicidex]

Today was one of the biggest shocks of my life. I walk into 2nd block and for 45 minutes we talked about death. ya know with Corey's death everyone is going to mourn but than they are just gonna go back to their ways. I mean they are all gonna smoke in memory of corey. But do you really think thats what he wants? No he gonna be like hey look what happened to me b/c i got fucked up and decided to drive. He wants you guys to learn from his death not to get messed up b/c of it. I mean if you guys are really his friends than you would be like wow my friend just got killed from the same shit im doing right now. Would he really want that? No he wants you guys to change... I went to the funeral today and it was just so depressing. I mean i wonder how many of his friends actually came to his funeral sober. I really hope that his friends that are doing exactly what hes did gets a big reality check. I mean my teacher was just crying and i started crying because what he said was true. he is like everyday i go home and hold my lil girl and the worst thing i think about is ever having to bury her... Just seeing this baseball coach cry seeing this guy who looks like such a tough guy cry...showing such emotions... I just broke down crying...anyways... Today school was oh so not fun. It was depressing. Red and I left at the beginning of third lunch. We went and got dressed for the funeral. When we got there we met up with Clooty, Adam, Matt, Josh, Eric, and Travis. We all sat together. I was just so depressed during the funeral just everyone crying... Red and i went back to her house for a bit than she took me to michelle's house. Now im here so im just gonna go chill- peace- CHEECh

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