Locked!Blog: The World is a Scary Place
Why, why, why, why, why?!
Mio Dio, K-Kiku knows now too. And Ludwig knows a lot more than he should. I didn't tell him anything after the last time because I didn't want him to know but now he does and so does Kiku and it's all Nonno's fault for touching Ludwig the other night because then I ran off and got kidnapped by some guys and it's even more Nonno's fault for having mean guys who leave la famiglia and turn on us. And it's extra their fault too because they kidnapped me and Dio salvi la mia anima dannata, ho ucciso persone!!!! Le mie mani non saranno mai pulite del loro sangue.
Then Tony... I don't think I can eat at the table with Ludwig anymore... Wurst look too much like... that stuff. I-I can still feel it on my legs, in my hair... I'm not going to eat meat, maybe never again.
Roberto says I should see someone... He said that all this stuff happened too fast, he told Nonno (when they thought I wasn't listening) that I might snap and go crazy. I really don't wanna go to the scary guy again, I went once before on my own but, I don't wanna go again.
M-maybe I can sleep it all off? If I don't think about it maybe things will work out? Ludwig says it's a bad idea but I think it'll work. Ignore it and it'll go away... right?
(( My God. | God save my damned soul, I killed people! My hands will never be clean of their blood. | ))
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The last few days were... not fun, ve. I'm starting a new diet though! I decided to try that vegetarian thing, you know no meat and stuff? I saw a video about those poor animals and then I thought about if someone tried to do that to my precious pets and no, no, no sir, ve!
Also I watched Kiku play his new game! It's kind of scary and has a lot of killing but it's set in Italy and it's very pretty~ Then Mei told me about something called Anime Expo and it sound really fun so Imma ask Nonno if I can go maybe~ I wanna dress up so I have to pick quick!