People These Days
He doesn't want to go out with me because of him going to Iraq for who knows how long and whatnot, it doesn't bother me though, I understand. But what I do care about is the fact he chose his drugs and alcohol over me yesterday, but he claims he didn't because he was already drinking before we talked last night. I don't care that he does that stuff because it's his life not mine, but it's just that he chose them over me =/ It just made me mad because I don't get to see him a lot and it was a stupid reason, to me anyway. Maybe I'm just being selfish again. He says he likes me but he's got a funny way of showing it when I'm not actually with him.