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I don't like how half the time my mom never understands what I'm trying to explain. I do not like stupid teachers and especially stupid assignments. I don't really like school that much but I can withstand it. I don't like how I am not going to a University or Cal State because I am a complete fucking idiot and thought freshman, sophomore, and some of junior year didn't matter and decided to do drugs instead of homework. (there something I don't confess to a lot, I am defiantly not like that anymore.) I don't like how I do no capitalize my I's and punctuate on my computer because I've learned not to on AIM. I don't like how I cannot have what I really want and I think about it everyday. I don't like how I am so stubborn.
Okay so how about the things I actually like.
I like my friends first of all. I like when other people like my stupid humor. I like Trig. I like how I run 3-4 miles 3-4 times a week. I like how I am getting into shape. I like how I found out today that my body mass index is 20.5 which is in between normal; also that my body fat percentage is 17% and a recommended percentage for a man is 15%. I like how my sister takes me to dinner and pays for me. I like how she is the most legit sister I know and the only sister I have. I like how I like someone. I like that I have certain feelings. I like how I know that I will some how make it in life. I like how I know a good deal about computers. I like to think that I can make something of myself. I like..............
I tried on my I's and punctuation. So there's a million 'likes' in there but thanks for reading I guess. Thats just sums up some of what I've feel right now. I wonder how it feels to ask your child why they are in a bad mood and they say "I don't want to talk about it"? The only reason I don't want to talk is because my mom which is what I am talking about is so fucking judgmental and if I told her my problems she would just make it worse somehow. I feel like i don't have anyone. Don't feel fucking sympathetic for me. You'd be wasting your time. And I am not talking about my problems until I confront them (which will probably be never) so don't ask if I want to talk.
Okay so how about the things I actually like.
I like my friends first of all. I like when other people like my stupid humor. I like Trig. I like how I run 3-4 miles 3-4 times a week. I like how I am getting into shape. I like how I found out today that my body mass index is 20.5 which is in between normal; also that my body fat percentage is 17% and a recommended percentage for a man is 15%. I like how my sister takes me to dinner and pays for me. I like how she is the most legit sister I know and the only sister I have. I like how I like someone. I like that I have certain feelings. I like how I know that I will some how make it in life. I like how I know a good deal about computers. I like to think that I can make something of myself. I like..............
I tried on my I's and punctuation. So there's a million 'likes' in there but thanks for reading I guess. Thats just sums up some of what I've feel right now. I wonder how it feels to ask your child why they are in a bad mood and they say "I don't want to talk about it"? The only reason I don't want to talk is because my mom which is what I am talking about is so fucking judgmental and if I told her my problems she would just make it worse somehow. I feel like i don't have anyone. Don't feel fucking sympathetic for me. You'd be wasting your time. And I am not talking about my problems until I confront them (which will probably be never) so don't ask if I want to talk.