life is just too damn short.
i love && care about joey so fuckin much and i dont care if all he ever knew was sex, money && running his shit. i wanna be there for him till ...
i really dont understand what the fuck my parents want from me.,
so im the laziest fucking person EVR && yes i kno i can be soo much more. im quitting smoking i really want to. i want to get my shit together but honestly i have no fucking clue where i fit, where im going, im too fucking lazy to look for colleges, infact i think im SCARED SHITLESS to actually move out of my comfort zone && goin into the real world.
i guess i just i have to realize my mom will never accept me for who i am or even understand me. its ok. i love my aunt shes my hero. so here i go put on my happy face && say fuck the world i guess sometimes we all need to be a little selfish.
i love paulina so much im glad we are actually talkin and im not being such a cold hearted bitch to her. im a fucking idiot i hurt the people who care about me most. im over that. i love jamie so much we can relate on our dramatic mood swings. i dont kno what id do without you. =]
so i gues right now im going through alot of change or hopes of changing. goddammit i love joey. and mike hes so fucking awesome, like a great friend. i love the people i am with now i feel happy && comfortable.
all i know is.. i love life even if i come home to a psycho bitch from hell and leave with a few bruises but on ur happy face cause life is too damn short.
r.i.p matty.
p.s. jon andress i love you more than life thank you for coming over and succh. i owe you. bestfriend fo eva hahaha. =]
i really dont understand what the fuck my parents want from me.,
so im the laziest fucking person EVR && yes i kno i can be soo much more. im quitting smoking i really want to. i want to get my shit together but honestly i have no fucking clue where i fit, where im going, im too fucking lazy to look for colleges, infact i think im SCARED SHITLESS to actually move out of my comfort zone && goin into the real world.
i guess i just i have to realize my mom will never accept me for who i am or even understand me. its ok. i love my aunt shes my hero. so here i go put on my happy face && say fuck the world i guess sometimes we all need to be a little selfish.
i love paulina so much im glad we are actually talkin and im not being such a cold hearted bitch to her. im a fucking idiot i hurt the people who care about me most. im over that. i love jamie so much we can relate on our dramatic mood swings. i dont kno what id do without you. =]
so i gues right now im going through alot of change or hopes of changing. goddammit i love joey. and mike hes so fucking awesome, like a great friend. i love the people i am with now i feel happy && comfortable.
all i know is.. i love life even if i come home to a psycho bitch from hell and leave with a few bruises but on ur happy face cause life is too damn short.
r.i.p matty.
p.s. jon andress i love you more than life thank you for coming over and succh. i owe you. bestfriend fo eva hahaha. =]