Title: Sadistic Sacrifices
Pairing: HayaRyu/ Akame
Rating:don't know..hahaha..
Genre: romance, fantasy
Beta by: none
Disclaimer: don’t own any..
Summary: Prices that Hayato need to pay, now reversing on his soul while Miroku in exchange gained his magic... Jin now has the time..to be together with Kame.. And Kame realize that somehow he was connected to Jin.. In the end would them still be together?( wHAT AM i TALKING ABOUT??)
Warning: My mind have crabs walking in it!!!
A/N: This is the first time I write and I don’t think this is good, and now I hate myself. Hit my head. Got the idea from an anime (Chronicles of the Wings) and I love that anime..haha... Anyway, please let me know what are you thinking..don't be so cruel on me nee.. Thanks!
A/N: So long time..I haven't seen them before~
Chapter 11
The sun penetrated through the little space uncovered by the purple curtain, giving sign of a new day to the people exist in that room. Jin opened his eyes slowly, the sunlight was actually disturbing his beautiful dream, he has dream of something he really want. Jin wanted to wake up, when he felt a light presence beside his body. He turned to his side to see the whatever things that present there, and just then he gazed. It is unbelievable how much he loves what he seen. The sight only did trigger all sense of love inside him. It’s overflowing…
‘So pure…’
It was Kazuya’s face sleeping beside him peacefully. Forever, that sight is what Jin adores the most. He loves how the curves of that face tilting his head on the pillow they often share, close to him. He missed how his lover’s fresh face, fresh red lips slightly parted and sometimes pouted which ended up with him kissing them without he even realizes it.
This makes Jin wonder, is he still dreaming right now? His head felt heavy as he tried to push his memory on what happened yesterday.
“Ahh, heaven….”
‘Did I had just making love to an angel?? That’s a sin!!’
Just as his mind keep on busy thinking, he felt something curled over his wrist. It was Kazuya’s arms. And to his unexpected things, the guy cuddled closer until his head rested on Jin’s naked chest. Jin’s heart beating unstable, and loudly until he was scared if that heart will jump out and burst. This position…without even need any hint….turned him on!!! For heaven’s sake even if he was a magician, he was a normal human that have desires!! Jin stunned and..gulped.
‘What I should do?’
And Kazuya’s hand that keeps on touching him didn’t help his awakening member at all. Kame’s hair was worst; they went up until his collarbone, the place where all his heaven would turn to hell. Jin shrieked, and he can’t help it anymore from just looking at the peaceful face when the guy opened his eyes.
“Ermm…I’m sorry..It tickles there.”
Jin let out an awkward laughs, sensing that questioned face on the other guy.
“Jin..”
That whisper alone could make him forget how to breathe.
“Ryu?”
Kame pouted.
“No! It’s Kamenashi Kazuya here! Don’t call me with that name which I don’t even remember how was that..”
“Kazuya..”
Kame smiled happily, a gesture that never failed to amaze Jin.
“That’s better!”
“So.. Is this heaven?”
Kame sighed, searching for Jin’s eyes before he himself woke up from the pillow.
“You’ve asked me thousands of those questions last night, Jin. This is Tokyo in Japan, and this wasn’t heaven even if you really can’t wait to go there. I’m real, and I wasn’t some kind of angel that you’ve been thinking of. And most importantly, you are alive and you’re not dead yet!! Clear?”
“But you must be told to told me that right.. to make me happy”
Kame sighed once again. Why did the guy in front of him can’t understand something so simple? At least not as complicated as his story before.
“What should I do to make you believe that you’re alive and not dead?”
Jin wanted to answer it but before he can even spoke, Kame has already pushed him to land on the bed, closing the distance between their lips. Jin grasped for a while, before he himself surrender to the kiss. His body burned with lust and desire within seconds. And he can’t think of anything anymore. His hand reaching for the others skin, touching the smooth skin…and that time, the reality knocked his own sense. Kame’s hand wandered down to his member that slightly awakened earlier, touching it. Jin laughed, knowing the answer that he’s been seeking for..this time, without any doubt.
“I believe that angel shouldn’t be a teaser like that..”
Kame laughed before retreat his face away, giving some space. He finds it cute that Jin was thinking so pure..about angels..heaven…love.. Loves?
“Ne Kazuya.. Can I call you Kazu?”
Kazu? No one had ever call him that..but Jin said that just making Kame blushed. It suited those lips very well. So, Kame just nodded in silence. Softly, Jin’s hand caressing Kame’s.
“Kazu… Did you remember me?”
That question, as much as anyone who heard it can tell how painful those words are and Kame himself are stabbed. It’s aching his heart somehow, even though he knows that from Jin’s story it is him that he loves but it didn’t seems like he can remember al that.. It’s hurt somehow, as if he was being compared. Is this even loves? If it is, it’s unreasonable love for sure..
“No..”
Kame might expected at least a sighed of disappointment in Jin, even though he’ll felt hurt a
little with that. But, it wasn’t, Jin chuckled softly at him as if it wasn’t anything big deal at all…
“Then let’s make a good new memory should we? Memory that will never fade out no matter how much spell casted on them...”
Jin’s eyes were tender and loving. It wasn’t only a word of wish that he whispered. It was indeed a word of promise. It was so…pure and convincing..
‘It’s impossible… No one can be pure like this.. Impossible..’
“It wasn’t something impossible if it’s you, Kazu”
Kame lifted his head, embarrassed. But that action only taken as opportunity by Jin as he rolled them as within second he was on Kame, kissing him deeply. Kame couldn’t resist, and for the millionth times, he doesn’t want to reason why. He doesn’t know why he’s so drown with that guy, even if they wasn’t anything..at that world.. Slowly, he closed his eyes, treasuring the feelings inside that kiss.
“I love you….I love you so much..”
Between the kisses, Jin never left whispering his feelings. His strong feelings that he can confirmed on stay forever. And Kame, didn’t even know how to respond. He didn’t clear of his own feelings. It was stupid and silly, that he was drowning like this when he doesn’t know what the reason is. If this is love, it should be the weirdest love ever exists in this universe. That one, he can admit.
“Kazu..”
Kame grasped at the way Jin calling his name. It has never been like anyone ever called him, and somehow he can felt the strong love inside of it. Jin’s hand caressing his face, before they moves to his chest. Still, the kiss doesn’t break; Jin kept on wetting Kame’s lips with his own. It felt that this is so right..those lips belong with his..
Kame wanted to complain when he felt that the soft lips left his, but his voice accidentally comes out as moan. Jin licked the skin all the way from the curve of Kame’s neck until it finds his nipple. He didn’t think twice before sucking them, sending Kame shivered all over his body and Jin was definitely enjoying the view. Never being satisfied for what he had there, he moves to the other one.
“Ahh..Jin..”
“Kazu…”
Kame could tell, he was obviously hard by now. But Jin acted as if he never saw that clue under the blanket as he kept on licking the milky skin. Even though his body did scream the same as others, he didn’t want just a physical contact, he wanted memories and loving the one he loves…
“Kazu… Let’s this one be forever… I don’t want to lose you again…”
Jin kissed those lips again. The lips he longed to kiss for the past years of being alone, not being able to find Kame anywhere.
If he remembered that time when he was just come to this Tokyo and Akanishi’s family, he was like a traumatic child. He was crazy that time, kept on screaming his lovers name over and over again until his voice become hoarse. He kept on crying and wandering around, trying to search for his lover, but he couldn’t find anything. He was almost dying of suicide, if his father doesn’t stop him and encouraging his soul. It was so pain on that time.
And now…it felt like dreaming…yet it wasn’t..
Jin hugged Kame tight. Kame was surprised, but still he replied the hug. Hearing the sobbed, Kame panicked. Jin was crying?
“Jin?”
“Tsk..”
Kame stroke Jin’s back softly, he knows somehow even his mind can’t remember, souls can.. That was what has been speaking by his lecturer that time. Now he knows, why is that all familiar feelings he had, everything seems fine even if they both guys together in the bed naked, all these gestures of that man attract him to chase for him… It was a longing desire buried inside him…
“Jin..everything is fine.. I’m here for you…”
“Kazu..Kazu..tsk….Kazu…”
It’s so pitiful, how can he lives on carrying those strong feelings and painful sorrow for having memories on the one he loves the most, yet he couldn’t find him. It was more hurtful knowing that the loves is him, yet he couldn’t remember….
‘If you cry..I promise I’ll cry with you..’
Kame couldn’t help but crying along with Jin. Looking Jin like that, crying for..well it’s not like he knows the reason after all…he just cried.. Jin noticed this and quickly let go of the embrace.
“No Kazu! Please don’t cry! I was just too happy that…finally…”
Again, the kiss silenced him. It always worked as drug; the more he takes it the more he craved for it. Jin parted his lips; letting Kame explores every taste he had. It’s known to both of them that earlier in the morning like that, teeth must be brush..But, none of them care.. It’s the fresh taste of cavern after all. Jin hold Kame lovingly, as if the guy could break any time… so precious….
Longing and desires….
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Loves…
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That’s all he need now.. He doesn’t want to care of anything anymore…
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Is there is any limits on how much you can love someone?
Once again, they’re lying breathless, panting on the bed. Jin looked at Kame’s flushed face for a while before laughing.
“What?”
“You’re blushing..”
Kame pouted, still with the blushes makes him more mesmerizing to Jin’s view.
“Kazu.. Thank you for being here..”
“Hmm…”
The pink colour get redder, and it was a trouble to Jin…..seeing someone he loves…so…delicious?? like that…
“Kazu, do you have any class today?”
The time are unknown, as if they have forgotten how the real world still moving.
“Hmm, I don’t know.. What time is it?”
“Well, let’s go out on a date!!”
Jin shouted happily. Grinning childishly at Kame, seconds before Kame joined him..grinning…
“Well, let’s go!”
Kame doesn’t believe he did say that!! But his heart was flutter with happiness already..and he couldn’t help it.
It was so funny and ridiculous!!.. So very funny and embarrassed for Kame. Why? Jin was carrying him, bridal style to the bathroom for THEIR bath. Kame wanted, he really wanted to refuse..but…just but… it’s hurt that he almost falling when he tried to walk, also earning a Jin that try to hide his laughs behind towel. Still, corncernly ask if he was okay.
In the end…they did bath together. Kame couldn’t resist when the gentle touch hold him, wash him, and wipe him dry. The gestures he saw was making him drown…
“Ne-Jin..Tell me, did I’m good at cooking?”
Jin grins.
“The best I ever taste!! And I love all of them including the one who make it!”
“Hey, what was that supposed to mean?”
Jin laughed.
“Then, Kazu must cook for me!! I’m starving!!”
“But we can eat outside right?”
“No! Kazu cook!!”
Kame sighed. What problem he has gotten himself to? But that was so cute, he couldn’t deny it. He’s falling..
The kitchen almost explode…that’s the result…and the author didn’t want to reveal further detail about this incident…Why? No comment!
(For the heaven’s sake they were making out at the kitchen??!!! No wonder it explode with those hotness=P~That’s all for now, thank you!,XDD!!)
Kame sighed, looking through the window glass beside him. In the end, they’re eating outside.
“Don’t make that face..It happens most of the time”
Jin laughed, rolled his eyes.
“What?!! Man, I seriously don’t want to know what I have been before!”
“Don’t blame me.. It’s happened and I can’t hold it”
“Why?”
Jin sticked his tongue
“Not telling”
Kame pouted.
“Don’t pout Kazu!”
“Hell I care!!”
“Yeah I do care..”
Seconds after that, Jin lend towards Kame, planting a soft kiss on those pouting lips. Not caring that they’re on public. Kame quickly pushed him. It’s weird…he didn’t mad at all.
“What are you doing? It’s public”
“Because that what I’ll do..”
Jin whistled happily. Peoples are staring at them, but he just didn’t care at all…
“So…Kazu…which one?”
“Which one what?”
“Cinema or amusement pak?”
Kame laughed.
“You sound like a child.. Amusement park?”
“Now you sound like one too. Let’s go!!”
“Hey, wait!”
Jin was pulling his hand, across the millionth Tokyo citizens, makes sure that he hold Kame tightly.
Everything was perfect…until that time…
They’re in Ferris wheels, Kame was resting his head on Jin’s shoulder. Jin doesn’t know why, but he felt thirst.. Very thirsty… Every sense of him suddenly turned blank.. It’s black and red… Ahh, delicious!
“No!!”
Jin pushed Kame away. It was out of his mind that he’ll done that. He doesn’t want to believe it but Kame’s scared face knocked his sense to real..
“Jin… What..are you doing?”
Kame’s voice was shaken, Jin could tell that he is in fear.
“Kazu…I’m…I’m sorry!!”
Kame was scared but he still try to move closer to Jin.
“Jin…”
“No! Kazu, don’t come any closer!! I’m sorry!! I’m really sorry!!”
“it’s okay.. You didn’t mean too”
“No! It’s not okay!! I’m sorry!!”
Kame wanted to embrace the fragile guy in front of him… It’s bleeding, his neck was bleeding..with two small hole exists there. It wasn’t deep as Jin managed to push Kame fast. Jin was scared with himself now.. He scared that he had injured the one he loves.
The door opened, and Jin dashed out, running somewhere he doesn’t know…
“Jin!!”
The screamed don’t reach him; he was too far from there, leaving Kame alone.
“Jin.. It just hurt a little.. But you leaving, it hurts more than anything..”
Kame himself kneeled, just letting the blood from his neck flow away, he had no time to wipe that as he himself crying harder and harder…
“Jin…”
To Be continue~~~
P/S: It has been a while*laughs* since I’m updating this one… Well, it just that I keep on postpone it..and now, I’m SORRY!!! For all the readers, thank you for still reading this fic, I love you all so much^^!!