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If anyone has msn out there, add me. comical_tragedy@yahoo.com. <3
Life continues to inch along. Daily grind. Weekends are ridiculously short.
Trying to apply for universities. On some days this is refreshing and new and exciting and on others it's just fucking scary.
Whole foods today. <3 Saw John, and that was interesting. I think he and I are a literal representation of a "love/hate relationship." For the five years that I've known him, we've teased each other, messed with each other, and beat each other up, yet still managed to hold this abstruse... fondness for one another that I can't say I've had with anyone else in my life. (However, this wasn't enough to stop me from dumping an entire half-liter of soda on him for calling me a hooker the other day.) But nonetheless, I saw him today, and he told me that Scott had died. And we talked for a while. I don't think we've ever had a conversation that didn't involve us degrading one another in the entire span of our relationship. We had an actual discussion, like friends do, and it was strange, referring to him as a "friend," as opposed to, "That asshole!" But, seeing as how he just IM'd me to make the general derrogatory statement, I'd say our relationship hasn't changed.
Veronica is out of pocket and out of touch. She told me that she had moved out, a spur of the moment thing. She's 24, I shouldn't worry about her, but I do. She's like me, like the future version of me, or maybe even the present. An impulsive, stubborn girl who doesn't think things through, but the difference between her and I is the fact that she can frequent bars and I can't. Anyway, I didn't see her Monday or Wednesday, Lara said she hadn't heard from her either, and that she hasn't been to class and maybe she's ashamed because she got so drunk sunday night, but that's really no reason not to show up at school.
I hope she calls me, at least to confirm her existance on the face of the earth.
Anyway, I'm gonna close this up.
Kat and I are going poetry shopping tonight, and hopefully to see Zorro.
Is that Johnny Cash movie out yet?
Life continues to inch along. Daily grind. Weekends are ridiculously short.
Trying to apply for universities. On some days this is refreshing and new and exciting and on others it's just fucking scary.
Whole foods today. <3 Saw John, and that was interesting. I think he and I are a literal representation of a "love/hate relationship." For the five years that I've known him, we've teased each other, messed with each other, and beat each other up, yet still managed to hold this abstruse... fondness for one another that I can't say I've had with anyone else in my life. (However, this wasn't enough to stop me from dumping an entire half-liter of soda on him for calling me a hooker the other day.) But nonetheless, I saw him today, and he told me that Scott had died. And we talked for a while. I don't think we've ever had a conversation that didn't involve us degrading one another in the entire span of our relationship. We had an actual discussion, like friends do, and it was strange, referring to him as a "friend," as opposed to, "That asshole!" But, seeing as how he just IM'd me to make the general derrogatory statement, I'd say our relationship hasn't changed.
Veronica is out of pocket and out of touch. She told me that she had moved out, a spur of the moment thing. She's 24, I shouldn't worry about her, but I do. She's like me, like the future version of me, or maybe even the present. An impulsive, stubborn girl who doesn't think things through, but the difference between her and I is the fact that she can frequent bars and I can't. Anyway, I didn't see her Monday or Wednesday, Lara said she hadn't heard from her either, and that she hasn't been to class and maybe she's ashamed because she got so drunk sunday night, but that's really no reason not to show up at school.
I hope she calls me, at least to confirm her existance on the face of the earth.
Anyway, I'm gonna close this up.
Kat and I are going poetry shopping tonight, and hopefully to see Zorro.
Is that Johnny Cash movie out yet?