Soldier Hisagi Shuuhei, and Church Today
To Protect: Hisagi as a soldier and kind of funny hat. ^^; Next up is Bill Sykes Zaraki! I'm really sorry if these aren't very polished, Jazzy. I really want to get 'em done.
On other big news, I think I fainted in church today. The reason was probably lack of sleep and hunger. I was kneeling, then my vision got technicolored, and nausea grew. By the time I came to, I was slumped completely over the railing in front of me, and my mom was nudging me. I think the black out lasted probably about 3-5 minutes. I'm pretty sure my brain was still working during it (I recall a mumble-jumble mess of thoughts and impressions), so that's why I'm not sure if I did faint.
I had to sit and wanted desperately to put my head between my knees (I heard it works?), but I was wearing a dress and had made a spectacle of myself already. At least I wasn't making any sound. My vision was still blurry and kaleidoscopic. I'd broken out in a cold sweat and couldn't breathe deeply. My hands were shaking and numb (the kind where it felt like I had slept on them for a while), and my ears were ringing. I tried not to think about food because I still felt like I could hurl, and my legs were too shaky for me to attempt to walk outside, plus I really didn't want to lose my stomach on the church's landscape, of all places. >.< It's also a sad fact that I have no idea where the church's restrooms are.
If I keep my eyes open, I got dizzy, but if I keep my eyes closed, I got nauseous since images shot up all over the place. I kept thinking, "Don't think of food! Think of happy things, happy things!" What came to my mind that seemed most simple and happy were apparently the fact that I'll be able to sleep once I get home, and that I'll get to read manga, of all things. -_-;;
What was upsetting me and keeping me nauseous the most were the frustrating feelings I've got over an anime I'm watching currently, Macross Frontier. It's a great anime, but I'm in the middle of the darker part of it, so it didn't bring happy thoughts. D:
I got over the second dizzy attack and was okay afterward, enough to sing one hymn, and then drive my mom and myself home. The fresh air helped. I went straight to sleep for 4 hours after stuffing down a croissant and half a cup of water. I'm okay now, I think, but I'll try to go to sleep at a reasonable time tonight.
This is actually the second time I got like this in church, but the first time was more mild, and a long time ago. I'm glad I got this chance to record it down. It sure didn't feel fun when I was going through it, but I rarely get sick like this, and I can't help finding the sensations fascinating in hind sight.
On other big news, I think I fainted in church today. The reason was probably lack of sleep and hunger. I was kneeling, then my vision got technicolored, and nausea grew. By the time I came to, I was slumped completely over the railing in front of me, and my mom was nudging me. I think the black out lasted probably about 3-5 minutes. I'm pretty sure my brain was still working during it (I recall a mumble-jumble mess of thoughts and impressions), so that's why I'm not sure if I did faint.
I had to sit and wanted desperately to put my head between my knees (I heard it works?), but I was wearing a dress and had made a spectacle of myself already. At least I wasn't making any sound. My vision was still blurry and kaleidoscopic. I'd broken out in a cold sweat and couldn't breathe deeply. My hands were shaking and numb (the kind where it felt like I had slept on them for a while), and my ears were ringing. I tried not to think about food because I still felt like I could hurl, and my legs were too shaky for me to attempt to walk outside, plus I really didn't want to lose my stomach on the church's landscape, of all places. >.< It's also a sad fact that I have no idea where the church's restrooms are.
If I keep my eyes open, I got dizzy, but if I keep my eyes closed, I got nauseous since images shot up all over the place. I kept thinking, "Don't think of food! Think of happy things, happy things!" What came to my mind that seemed most simple and happy were apparently the fact that I'll be able to sleep once I get home, and that I'll get to read manga, of all things. -_-;;
What was upsetting me and keeping me nauseous the most were the frustrating feelings I've got over an anime I'm watching currently, Macross Frontier. It's a great anime, but I'm in the middle of the darker part of it, so it didn't bring happy thoughts. D:
I got over the second dizzy attack and was okay afterward, enough to sing one hymn, and then drive my mom and myself home. The fresh air helped. I went straight to sleep for 4 hours after stuffing down a croissant and half a cup of water. I'm okay now, I think, but I'll try to go to sleep at a reasonable time tonight.
This is actually the second time I got like this in church, but the first time was more mild, and a long time ago. I'm glad I got this chance to record it down. It sure didn't feel fun when I was going through it, but I rarely get sick like this, and I can't help finding the sensations fascinating in hind sight.