Novel
Elias the Whale
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So swamped. Working for AIRE theater until Dec 10th. Working for Good Theater from Jan 1st to Feb 18th. School. Vanesa. Unknown Armies. NaNoWriMo.
Been eating poorly, trying to eat better.
I've got a lot more to write in the novel but it's not there, it's all surficial, there's no guts to it yet. I fear it will dwindle. It's important, but what is it doing?
Missing contact with a lot of important people.
Yesterday it all just hit me. I broke for a bit. Got derailed. I slept in my clothes for eleven hours straight.
Got my energy back, but still it's a goddamn struggle. What do I need? What do I do in order to please others? What is necessary? What is comforting? I guess these are questions I need to ask.
But shit, life is still good. This isn't complaining, this is sorting it all out.