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so i guess some things are just not meant to be.
you cant force things to happen..
you can't make people act them how you want them to act..
and you can't change a person unless they want to change.
and you know what, that's fine.
i enjoyed EVERY second of it. all of it.
i don't regret anything at all.
i'm gonna miss it. i really am.
no one has ever made me feel the way he did.
i am so, so sad it didn't work out like i thought it was going to.
i had so much planned for us..so many things i wanted to do.
i guess this just isn't our time. our lives are probably a little too different right now..
and i don't blame him for being the way he is or for wanting to do the things he wants to do.
now i just want to keep myself busy.
i want to be so busy that i won't have time to be depressed.
and i won't have time to cry and drive myself crazy.
you cant force things to happen..
you can't make people act them how you want them to act..
and you can't change a person unless they want to change.
and you know what, that's fine.
i enjoyed EVERY second of it. all of it.
i don't regret anything at all.
i'm gonna miss it. i really am.
no one has ever made me feel the way he did.
i am so, so sad it didn't work out like i thought it was going to.
i had so much planned for us..so many things i wanted to do.
i guess this just isn't our time. our lives are probably a little too different right now..
and i don't blame him for being the way he is or for wanting to do the things he wants to do.
now i just want to keep myself busy.
i want to be so busy that i won't have time to be depressed.
and i won't have time to cry and drive myself crazy.