life
has been really confusing me.
seems like everything i put in comes back as shit.
i'm sick of being used
i'm sick of being lied to
i'm sick of being left out
i'm sick of being alone
i'm sick of being awkward
i'm sick of being clueless
i'm sick of being me.
and i'm really sick of people that can destroy my spirit over and over and i am left looking stupid because i let it happen. i feel like every emotion i have has been over-exhausted and wasted on something so meaningless. i wish now i could go back to one year ago and tell myself everything would turn into this nightmare of lies and broken hearted-ness by asking someone something so innocent and simple then. things would be so much better now.
so enough of my depressive ranting bullshit. 2006 started well, had a shitty middle, and a pretty shitty ending. hopefully 2007 will turn out much better since i am jaded wiser.
seems like everything i put in comes back as shit.
i'm sick of being used
i'm sick of being lied to
i'm sick of being left out
i'm sick of being alone
i'm sick of being awkward
i'm sick of being clueless
i'm sick of being me.
and i'm really sick of people that can destroy my spirit over and over and i am left looking stupid because i let it happen. i feel like every emotion i have has been over-exhausted and wasted on something so meaningless. i wish now i could go back to one year ago and tell myself everything would turn into this nightmare of lies and broken hearted-ness by asking someone something so innocent and simple then. things would be so much better now.
so enough of my depressive ranting bullshit. 2006 started well, had a shitty middle, and a pretty shitty ending. hopefully 2007 will turn out much better since i am jaded wiser.