Jun 07, 2005 15:32
is it that when i am ok with everything in my life and almost happy and pretty much over him he calls. I mean its like he knows that i am so close to being completely over him and he decides oh im gonna call and pull her back in..
UGGGGHHHH i hate it. A few of my girlfriends have met him i think sunny adie and shalini and they know how i felt about him. I think they remember him as the DRUNK ONE that i brought to adies house one nite really late. lol
But anyways he just called out of the blue cus he was thinkin about me and the funniest thing is is that he is moving into the apts that i just moved out of..THANK GOD I am out of there or else i would have been sucked back into him and his world again. This is the man that i have LOVED FOREVER and i mean since like 7th grade. I always got back with him hoping that we could have that perfect realtionship then i realize that we cant. He did me wrong so many times and made me feel like nothing but for some reason I always love this man and i always miss him and think about him.
He asked me to go up to tahoe tonight to see him cus thats where he is workin at right now for the nite. They are workin on a 6 million dollar house and are stayin there and gonna bbq and party then get up and work again in the morning before they come home. Everyones GF are gonna be goin up there and he asked me to...
He just called again pretty much beggin me to go there....im not gonna do it im not gonna fall for his BS again and get hurt. Even though i would love to see him and love to try it again....i wont.