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Well i just went to Fl for another week and i thought that i would be a good thing, but it wasn't. Me and ryan broke up, why i really don't know. I still think about him alot.
Well i will give yall a run down on what happend this pass week in fl. The first day that i was there me and audrey went out on my uncles boat and that's were everything when down hill. Ryan got made at me bacause i went out on the boat the first day that i got there... God i was with my cuz and i couldnt help it.. so that night he broke up with me.. he should have just shooted me when he said the i want to break.. i mean the whole reason i came down was to see his ass... freaking fuck..... so then he came up with this thing that we are dating when i am her in fl but when i am gone we are over.. what bullshit was that.. i think he just did that to make me feel better.. (as i am writing this i am wathing the Andy Milankas show and its giving me a fucken head ake)
Then some how in the mix me and my cuz went on that bungi jumping thing that flings you up into the air.. It was so awesome but the whole time that i was on the ride i wanted to die and be flinged up in the ski.. but that didn't happen.... GRRRRRR...Well Thursday night i went to andrews house, and i just wanted to be with him because will always love him and be crazy over him.. we kissed and huged..i was so happy. but that didn't last.
So Friday i got everyone to skip and hang out. because i am so cool.. not. Well thats when i meet up with a long lost friend Tiff.. omg i was so happy. Then that night we all went out to shoot pool with eddie who didn't have a liscens.. So we were at the pool hall and guess who the hell i saw..... Jared.. my x boy friend.... omg. that was so wired.. but we were cool.
well i wanted to say there for another hour but audrey didn't want me to.. so we got into a big fight... like i really wanted to just punch her.. I was so angery.. but it wasn't all her.....
The next day it was audreys pool party for her bithday.. and all her friends came over. .ok.. its was ok. intill i had to leave. i was so sad.. sooooooooo that sucked.. so the whole ride back home sucked.. but i am better now.... notttttttttttttttttttt.