Well, that was short lived.

[my_weary_mind]

I had to stop talking to Sven. It was so hard to do, and so awful. I managed to fall for someone halfway across the world that I had never met in person. I really cared about him too. It was mutual, actually. But he said that he couldn't do an LDR again. He's done it before and said that he's made a personal boundary; he wouldn't ever do that to another person or himself again. I get it. I've done it before, and it's awful. But I knew I couldn't just keep talking to him. So, I called it off. I was very honest, and I explained all this to him. He agreed, and he apologized for letting our conversations get so far. So it's done. Whatever it was. If only Holland were right next door.

Good luck to the rest of you all <3