2 i.v. treatments later

Jan 06, 2005 00:50

if it were a bet, i would have won. exactly three days ago i started feeling sick..i could feel the wrath of sickness coming.. and it did. my sickness has no name right now. but my arm has a bruise and a scab. 2 i.v. treatments from roosevelt hospital. if you have ever heard that new yorkers are assholes, go to a new york hospital. i dare you.

it's good to be home. i had christmas with pam and jesse and it was nice. three words: febreeze scent stories. amazing. it was almost difficult to leave atlanta this time. it was sort of nice when i was there. almost enjoyable. parts of it anyway. im glad i spent time with faith.. it was like old times. i wish i could pack her up and move her to new york. i worked a lot of issues out with people that i was on poor terms with. i got to see someone special.. things didn't work out as planned... infact, the whole thing was relatively awkward. it changed an aspect of my thinking though. i hope he had fun. i hope realizes that he has the potential to be something great. i wonder if he knows that i want to help him.

i'm ready to be in love. god. how cliche. i don't care though. new york is the perfect city to fall in love. maybe once i get off my death bed i will go on a hunt. no, statement retracted. i never leave my room anymore. maybe my love will come in the form of a food delivery dude.
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