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oye my manager called me at like 12 last night my mom was like 'who is that!' im like 'a friend' 'why are they calling this late' '*shurgs*' ...ok so maybe it was like 12:30... :-\
The sad thing is...im trying to witness to these people and they are trying to ...lead me on.. or something... grr.
He called me cuz i left him a note somewhat like this 'Thanks for letting kevin use ur car, i know he wont say it but im sure he appreciates it, it was a nice thing of you to do. I havent seen you around in a while, i heard you were at the walmart store...what a awful place :-\. Thanks for the hug, love ya.'
then i thought 'I ought not right 'love ya' ' beucse i dunno exactly how this will be taken. well when he hung up the phone (10 minute convo, mostly concering kevin and something about weed...) always we hung up and he said 'love you too' im like 'what?' hes like 'I love you too' im like 'oh....' it was.. weird. I mean I do love him but i dont want him to think it LIKE THAT.
hes def got it for me tho...
reasons for a big fat no hes black (it does matter in the end so dont say it dosnt), main reason being hes not a great christian or even a good one, and hes WAY too experenced, he smokes weed, and cigareets, drinks.... and those are just gross. In side i know hes a sweet guy...and I think i can surface that and perhaps get him to act better.
but its just not right for anything else to happen. and I dont want anything else to happen.
I hope I can do some good in his life, apprently there isnt alot of that going on.
Im glad i dont work there anymore, i think im more effective away from them...as opp. as that sounds. becuse they miss me then they listen to what I say better.... just trust me on that lol.
Anways, im sitting her soaking wet fresh from the shower, so i guess ill get dressed and ready for work.
hit the keys for a while, and so on...
<3
The sad thing is...im trying to witness to these people and they are trying to ...lead me on.. or something... grr.
He called me cuz i left him a note somewhat like this 'Thanks for letting kevin use ur car, i know he wont say it but im sure he appreciates it, it was a nice thing of you to do. I havent seen you around in a while, i heard you were at the walmart store...what a awful place :-\. Thanks for the hug, love ya.'
then i thought 'I ought not right 'love ya' ' beucse i dunno exactly how this will be taken. well when he hung up the phone (10 minute convo, mostly concering kevin and something about weed...) always we hung up and he said 'love you too' im like 'what?' hes like 'I love you too' im like 'oh....' it was.. weird. I mean I do love him but i dont want him to think it LIKE THAT.
hes def got it for me tho...
reasons for a big fat no hes black (it does matter in the end so dont say it dosnt), main reason being hes not a great christian or even a good one, and hes WAY too experenced, he smokes weed, and cigareets, drinks.... and those are just gross. In side i know hes a sweet guy...and I think i can surface that and perhaps get him to act better.
but its just not right for anything else to happen. and I dont want anything else to happen.
I hope I can do some good in his life, apprently there isnt alot of that going on.
Im glad i dont work there anymore, i think im more effective away from them...as opp. as that sounds. becuse they miss me then they listen to what I say better.... just trust me on that lol.
Anways, im sitting her soaking wet fresh from the shower, so i guess ill get dressed and ready for work.
hit the keys for a while, and so on...
<3