[You're The One That I've Always Wanted...]
So, Maybe I do live my life through lyric... what is it to you?
I just got off the phone with Rachel. We had a very deep//meaningful conversation about beauty, life, evil, life in other countries... &of course we couldn't leave out the topic of boys. Heh, But it was weird. Because... I'm not the most deep thinker...
Not much has happened lately. My moods have been kinda.. eh.. not steady? Hah. What else is new? School needs to end, &summer needs to get here.
I wish you &I could set aside our differences... or way to much alike*ness just enough to fix this. It really sucks to lose you like this, &i know there's nothing that's going to change your mind because this is obviously how you want it. &i don't have the balls to tell you this because everytime I try it seems like you don't want to listen. But, I really do wish things could go back to the way they were before....It bothers me that you think i'm not a worthy friend, after all i've done for you in the past month with that whole situation. &although i DID mess up, &i KNOW i wasn't right, &wish with everything i have that i could take back what i did, i can't. I don't expect you to forgive me, &i don't want you to just hand out a second chance. ...I guess i'm just going to miss you....
I just got off the phone with Rachel. We had a very deep//meaningful conversation about beauty, life, evil, life in other countries... &of course we couldn't leave out the topic of boys. Heh, But it was weird. Because... I'm not the most deep thinker...
Not much has happened lately. My moods have been kinda.. eh.. not steady? Hah. What else is new? School needs to end, &summer needs to get here.
I wish you &I could set aside our differences... or way to much alike*ness just enough to fix this. It really sucks to lose you like this, &i know there's nothing that's going to change your mind because this is obviously how you want it. &i don't have the balls to tell you this because everytime I try it seems like you don't want to listen. But, I really do wish things could go back to the way they were before....It bothers me that you think i'm not a worthy friend, after all i've done for you in the past month with that whole situation. &although i DID mess up, &i KNOW i wasn't right, &wish with everything i have that i could take back what i did, i can't. I don't expect you to forgive me, &i don't want you to just hand out a second chance. ...I guess i'm just going to miss you....