you'll never find it if you're looking for it.
he says, "when you say love isnt definable, you're copping out." & while my eyes were more about "you dont give me a reason not to," i decided to go with, "i chose you over cigarettes." & he's beautiful when he laughs because he knows i'm serious.
i'm sick of his bad fashion sense & how i dont even care anymore. day after day i say, "be impressed. be amused. be indifferent, just please be something." & when i confuse him he asks, "do you even like me?" & of course i try not to answer. what should an answer be? 'i'm madly in love with you, & worst of all, i think i like you' ? oh, is that to be understood? i've been cursed with a man who understands my insanities.
i can't write when he's around because i'm afraid of what might happen - if i'm cryptic, he'll wonder. but god help us the day i say something that has direction.
what i'm trying to say is, you're the reason i hate valentines day.
i'm sick of his bad fashion sense & how i dont even care anymore. day after day i say, "be impressed. be amused. be indifferent, just please be something." & when i confuse him he asks, "do you even like me?" & of course i try not to answer. what should an answer be? 'i'm madly in love with you, & worst of all, i think i like you' ? oh, is that to be understood? i've been cursed with a man who understands my insanities.
i can't write when he's around because i'm afraid of what might happen - if i'm cryptic, he'll wonder. but god help us the day i say something that has direction.
what i'm trying to say is, you're the reason i hate valentines day.