if i'm all that you're looking for, tell me, why is there a river streaming down your face?
last night was totally different, i was driving around town & i saw a terrible christmas display on someone's house. every thing that could possibly have lights on it, did have lights on it. big santas, snowmen, nutcrackers. even an inflatable nativity scene. & i just started laughing & i was like, "where the hell am i?"
a random illness killed my plans for tonight. i was still determined to go until i started getting dizzy & couldn't walk right.
i think i need to quit smoking. whenever i get sick now, i can't breathe. but i stood outside of school in the teens-degree weather & had a cigarette with my friend anyway. i was so cold i was shaking & i thought, "this is simply no way to breathe."
went to work with her, at some coffee shop in this little nothing town. got a free meal out of it, &, what i was really after: plans for next weekend.
we have this thing we do, where we lie to our parents about where we're going, even though we don't really have any other plans in mind. we just make sure we don't have to go home that night.
then we find a place to crash. it could take hours. we drive around & get drunk and/or high & after stopping at many houses & apartments, settle on a final location for the night. usually the home of some guy who's a friend of a friend. i love those nights.
my head feels like it's going to explode & i may vomit.
i think i have a brain tumor.
a random illness killed my plans for tonight. i was still determined to go until i started getting dizzy & couldn't walk right.
i think i need to quit smoking. whenever i get sick now, i can't breathe. but i stood outside of school in the teens-degree weather & had a cigarette with my friend anyway. i was so cold i was shaking & i thought, "this is simply no way to breathe."
went to work with her, at some coffee shop in this little nothing town. got a free meal out of it, &, what i was really after: plans for next weekend.
we have this thing we do, where we lie to our parents about where we're going, even though we don't really have any other plans in mind. we just make sure we don't have to go home that night.
then we find a place to crash. it could take hours. we drive around & get drunk and/or high & after stopping at many houses & apartments, settle on a final location for the night. usually the home of some guy who's a friend of a friend. i love those nights.
my head feels like it's going to explode & i may vomit.
i think i have a brain tumor.