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It must be wednesday.
They're doing the lawn.
A side note: I miss London. I'm applying for my dual citizenship and my student visa. I'm also applying for a transfer to Universities of London, Cambridge, Portsmouth, and Oxford. I won't get in to Oxford...but that's okay with me.
I won't transfer until Junior year maybe?
I just have to get out.
I'm being ridiculous. I can't keep running from things. I ran to college and left everyone cold. Which I am really sorry about. I'm going to try and keep more in touch with everyone over summer.
I was so happy to get going...but now I feel just like I did in the Springs. Like I know it too much.
Like I am trapped. Is there something wrong with me? Am I just not going to ever be okay with my life at the point where it is? I just want so much more from myself. Notice I said from, not for. Am I just unhappy with where I am? Or am I actually unhappy with who I am?
London will be nice.
I guess my side note should have been the main note.