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it's just a giant circle we go in. being okay, and have something so little and so meaningless set us off. i for one can't continue on the rollercoaster of emotions that you're sending me on.
you're the child who pushed me to the ground and then spits on my open cut, and the moment i push you down-you're confused by my actions. well i'm tired of babysitting you. things for me will most likely stay the same despite my best efforts. i'm learning to remove myself from situations, to just exist as if i'm not there or a part of it- because well that's all i know how to do anymore.
you've made me cold
and for that i'll never forgive you.
you're the child who pushed me to the ground and then spits on my open cut, and the moment i push you down-you're confused by my actions. well i'm tired of babysitting you. things for me will most likely stay the same despite my best efforts. i'm learning to remove myself from situations, to just exist as if i'm not there or a part of it- because well that's all i know how to do anymore.
you've made me cold
and for that i'll never forgive you.