i paid my dues

Aug 31, 2003 22:22

I feel. No that's too vague, everyone feels.
I see the dust collecting under my fingernails as I drag them across your bare skin. And really darling, by you, I mean everyone. I am the starch in your jeans before your sweater begins to unravel. And no, don't pick at it. It always makes things worse. Picking and pulling and ripping me apart at the seams, one thread at a time. Don't get me wrong, I repare easily with a needle, but not before you find it in the haystack. la de fucking da.

Lately. Lately things haven't been looking up. I am dissapointed in people and things, flowers that need growing, and the rain that just never seems to come. Books need reading, people need loving, and I need to take a walk. But it is late, and i have lost my patience.
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