Apr 05, 2005 17:44
(this is in here so that he knows)
Alright, i screwed up...i slipped and ended up telling someone...it was a complete accident...and I'm sorry...you have my sincere apology...whether you accept it or not is your deal...but she deserved to know and i'm happy that the truth is finally out...even though you lied to cover your ass...she a sweet girl and keeping her in the dark was stupid...starting this altogether was stupid...but no regrets...it was fun while it lasted...and it was meaningless...we were the other's toy...you said it yourself...just not for me and not the whole time...i know that you didn't care about me during our time and that's fine...i never expected you to...i mean you had someone to care about...i was just something extra on the side...a nameless face...a tally mark upon the wall...i freaked out the first time because i was pissed that i fell for your malipulation...i thought the i was smarter than that...apparently i wasn't...but you taught me lesson in all this...don't mess w/ the "charming asshole" type because nothing good can come of it...regardless of a pretty face and the right word spoken the happiness sought shan't be found...thanks for that...well, dollface, live happily...
oh, and if anyone should get credit for fucking w/ your life this time it's totally me...Leave Ashley and Courtney out of it
Lover...