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ok so i didn't go anywhere tonight...nowhere to go and no one to go with...but last night was a freakin' blast...a bunch of us went to the Blue Violet...Diversity played and so did part of Cloud 9...we had fun...and italian sodas...ther were great...today was better than the past couple days...Billy said hi to me in the hall and this time i didn't want to cry...i was excited...i was thinking about Terry Schiavo (sp) and the Pope recently...and i don't think the Terry husband shgould have had the right to make the decision about his wife's life on account of him having another family...but i don't think that her family should have let her live if it was up to them...she had been in a vegitative state for 15ears...she wasn't going to get better and i'm sure that she was in some kind of pain...and i feel kinda bad for the Pope...he's suffering and IF "god" is really there why is "he" putting his biggest believer in so much misery...why do that...punish those who love you most...that's retarded...i'm not bashing on"him", i'm questioning "his" motives...situations like this are part of the reason i'm an aetheist...band trip is in five days...i'm so excited...i can't wait to get there...i so need this vacation...the only bad part will be Billy and amy...watching them...or should i say him...is going to hurt like hell...but i releaze this morning that i, subconsciously, put myself in situations where i know, 100%, that i'm going to get hurt and i like it, if i didn't like it then i wouldn't do it over and over again...right?...oh well all i can do is hope...it's all i have left...send me good vibes, guys...i need them...ok i'm done
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