Apr 01, 2006 13:20
Last night was an awful, awful night.
I feel out of place and I feel like I don't belong.
Diagnosis: Deutschafiedmutanitus.
I wish I could help my roommate.
My friends in "my group" (groups suck by the way)...whenever we are together we can have fun but the cattiness, bitchiness and 'ganging-up' overpower us. It's fucking annoying and I'm done with it.
"Next year, next year" is what I keep saying.
Puzzlement: Why do I still cling to Connecticut? Warum mache ich mich einsam fuer jemand so weit weg?
Positive point of the post:
I officially have a straight male friend whom I can chill with and it be totally platonic. Something new and exciting for a F.H. such as meself. We chilled for 5 hours yesterday and it was absolutely loverly for once not be bitchy with the girls and to just be laid-back and slothful. Just chill. Thanks Joe.
I haven't left my bed in hours...I may spend the day here.