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so, its my birthday. it doesnt feel like my birthday. i dont feel any older. i had to go to school all day...thus the partying has yet to begin. and there will be minimal partying considering im living with my girlfriend's parents. but yummy vegetarian food makes for a great party...especially when youre far from satiety. it still feels strange though...my birthday, that is. everyone has been calling me and telling me "happy birthday" yet it feels like such an ordinary day. i guess its because im not at home anymore...or maybe because nineteen isnt really an age...its just a number they made up to stick between eighteen and twenty so people wouldnt be confused. theres nothing great about nineteen. so its the last year of being a teenager. i havent felt like a teenager since i was sixteen. i dont know. youd just think thered be something associated with this birthday. i guess not. well, even if it doesnt feel like anything great, i can still eat lots of yummy food. and thats just what ill do.