nothing gold can stay for me.
break was amazing everything went right, i made friends and danced and was confident in myself and i met a wonderful boy who kissed me on the beach at 2 in the morning.sand was al over and he smelled nice and respected me and was just lovely. matt was canadian. and he wasnt a ass. and lauren and jenny were great and i danced at the club, cas was annoying, the whole family was but it was okay because i was so incredibly happy and not held down. i was free and i soared. i was infinite, and thinking of it brings me up. school tomorrow, and im trying to hold on to the moments now because i hate work and i am dreading track practice and the pollen is choking me. and people arent real there and i miss my beach friends. and it hurts and it brings me down thinking about school so im stopping. i miss the water and i miss people watching and i miss being sweaty and i miss my dreadlocked friend. i miss being so insanely happy. iam myslef now im not impressing anyone and viewettes isnt me im not doing it.