Cofunsed... As All Get Out

[loverface18]

GIVE IT TIME-

just breathe.
thats what i tell myself.
take it slow.
thats what i try to do.
not be to overwhelmed by my surruondings.
though its so hard to.
i want to be loved, but its hard.
for my fear of losing it all.
built it all up.
to have it all torn down.
go so excited.
then found it wasnt real.
just breathe.
its what i tell myself.
when im in these situations.
the kind when i walk through totally blind.
then come out the other side, broken.
i wish that the one i want so bad could realize.
id be the best he would ever have.
i tried hard to make my move.
but theres opporotunity after opporotunity.
im too scared.
not good enough for you.
want it to be untrue.
tried hard to not let this get the best of me.
move on.
run away.
go home.
theres no where to go.
no where to turn.
im stuck here.
another lesson to learn.
teach me right.
so me the light.
im falling so hard, like nothing before.
want it to stop cause im feeling like im the only one.
in this place.
take it away.
the feeling of rejection.
nothings happend.
but inside i can feel it.
hurry quick.
just breathe.
its what i need.

the/end.
xo.