In love

[loverdudedrummr]

What is this crazy thing called love. One second you feel on top of the world, and the next second a rattlesnake has your ballsack penetrated on it's fangs injected neurotoxin venom that makes you spasm uncontrollably until you reach a slow painful death. It's a part of life that you just have to deal with. You take the chance to open your heart to someone and a magical relationship can blossom like a rose on a vine from that opening. Magic is the one word i can use to describe the feeling of love because that's as close as i can come to comparing it to something. It just happens. It takes your breath away like nothing else. Every kiss, every moment gazing into each others eyes, every waking second spent wondering if that magnificent other person is wondering about you as much as you are them. THAT is love for ya. or is that IN love for ya? i dunno...... but who does know? i just know I am head over heels, die hard crazy, insanely in love with this girl Anna. I got her, I love her, I'm crazy about her. I want to spend my life with this girl if she'll have me for that long. I dunno though..... I guess it's all up to fate to decide. If there's anything in my power to keep her though, i'll do it. I just pray she opens up and learns to love me like i love her. She says she loves me but sometimes i just don't think she really does all that much. I guess a guy can only ask for so much love and expect it to stay forever which is what i want. I want that one true, undying, soul binding love that just flourishes and grows and learns and opens up and just keeps getting deeper and deeper into the very souls of the beholders. Every time i kiss her lips i just fall a little more in love with her. I can only pray that God lets me spend as much time on this earth with her as He'll allow. Is it for the best of me? I think so.... When i'm with her i don't need drugs, i don't need friends, i don't need anything but her affection, attention, and care. Is this a healthy relationship on my part? i don't know but i'd give up everything for her. By the way, grades are good, parents are good, friends are good, everything is all to the good i hope...... prolly won't last for very long. oh well...... just enjoy it while it does:)

a true lover forever,

Dusten T. H.