My Monday + Seniors '04

May 19, 2004 01:28

HAHA, I woke up at 12 today...woot woot lol no school for me, I'm just a dumbass and I wake up late...Anywho...After I woke up, Nicole gave me a call and wanted to know if I'd go to the track meet with her to see Irene..I was like sure. So we went there, then went to rent a movie. We got Scary Movie 3 and Chasing Liberty. After that, I wanted to go to ColdStone and get some Ice cream cause i haven't had it in a long ass time. I called Emma to see if she wanted to go with us, but she was at work, so I called Claudia and she said Ya, She'll go...She was at OCC so she met us up there. MMMM....Birthday cake remix...YUMMY......we bought some for Emma, so we went to visit her at Texas Road House. We chilled there for a bit, and I really liked the peanuts lol..So I stole a whole thing of peanuts lol...it was awsome. I took Claudia home and Nicole and I went to the park. We chilled there a bit, then back to my house. As we were watching Scary Movie 3, everything looked very familiar, then I rememberd that I already seen it. Ya, I know. I'm Dumb...anywayz....Nicole left and I was watching Real World..by the way, Robin has some big titties. I called Leah up to see what she was doing, and she was the park still. After the park, she stopped by. I told her what movies I rented, and she said she wanted to see Chasing Liberty, I was like OK. So we watched chasing Liberty, then Leah went home. That was my Wonderful Monday.

Deep Thought Of The Day
As I'm sitting here right now, I'm in disbelief. School, it's almost over. What we have been working for since kindergarten. Its almost here, our graduation. The completion of a decade (and then some) worth of school, almost over. All leading to this one day, the day of June 5th. The day that the class of '04 become alumni. The day they all go on their own seperate ways.

In some ways I am happy that I'm going to be out of that Gosh Darn school. No more drama (hopefully) no more Hurnavich (I really don't like him). But in even more ways, I am sad. Everyone that I know and love is going to be gone. Everyone going their own direction. Everyone doing their own thing. I know people say "We'll keep in touch," but that doesnt always happen. I'm getting sadder day by day. More sad then happy about graduation. Sad about no more school foods (believe it or not), sad about not seeing all my friends at lunch. Sad about not getting in trouble anymore talking in class. AHHHH....So many emotions. College is right around the corner. Paying for school...ya it sucks, but has to be done. In the world today, a person without high education, in my eyes, will not be as successful and a person with.

I'm also kind of sad that I am graduating alone. Alone in the sense of not having a girlfriend. I feel like my heart has a big hole in it. I know im young, but feelings still cant be helped. I don't know what to do. There really isnt much I could do. I just have to wait till I go away. Away from the Heights. College means a whole new experience, even with a significant other. Even if I had a girlfriend in the heights, that would suck when I go away. It would suck not only for her, but for me too. How can I be here and her be there, and vice cersa and not expect her to feel lonely. Even though I'm a guy, I'm not dumb. I take the feelings of the other person in concideration. I just wished people looked at what was on the inside, and not only the outside.
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