I am smiling like a chesire cat!
Well josh and I are no longer together. We have realized that we can't try to fix something that looks like it will be unfixable. So he went his way and I went mine. A month ago an old boyfriend of mine found me and we started talking on the phone for like hours on end. We have had a few dates and he hasn't changed a bit which is a good thing. He even still kisses the same which if he keeps up what he is doing i am going to be in trouble. He still this big country boy but I am okay with that just for the reason he reminds me of what I used to be which right now is good thing. He is a biker boy also and he owns his own business as a biker mechanic. I am not too fond of bikes but I did ride with him on his harley and I actually had a good time. (we made deal) When answer his phone, he always says "hey Good Lookin!" which just makes me smile emmensly. I am happy right now and really do not want to loose that.