today was okay until..............
I went to work and worked at a game and come home and ask Becky if she was going to bring me down here so I can work on Friday of this week and she tells me that oh yeah Ace said not to tell you but since you are coming down here I can go to a show at the MGM and dont tell Michelle I dont want her to go. I said it over and over stop keeping stuff from me. He promised he would stop but I guess not. I am going to end this shit right now. I have had it. What a fucking trader.
I have tried and tried to be his damn friend but yet I get stabbed in the fucking back. Yes I am mad raging mad right now. When I am mad I cry or I write. I write how I feel. I really am trying to get the truth from him because of what he did before. And he keeps putting that shit I hit him in his chest up. So fucking what your ass deservered it. I didn't hurt him he didn't go to the hospital.
And he tells me that Ophelia kepps saying shit about me. I believe it is probably him. I am tiered of this. He can be whoever friend he wants but dont fuck with my friends. He can have Becky as a friend cuz she is going along with what he says anyway. She don't tell me til he is gone at at the last damn minute. She knew that she was going with me to my parents house and she wants to hang with him I don't care. I will go home and have my fun with or without her. Who cares not me I am just tring to help because I invited her because I knew that I could not afford to go home for Thanksgiving and Chrismas I will be going home hopefully, so I invited her to the house away from the dorm and if she wants to go with ACE go right ahead I don't care at this point. He obviously like her as a friend better than me. He always text her and call her. But not me. That is really fucked up. I dont know what to do I am going crazy at this point. I really hate it when people think I am a fucking fool and not smart. I am dam smart, smarter than you think. I know when someone is saying something about me behind my back and I know when you are talking about me. I am not Dumb get it.
I have tried and tried to be his damn friend but yet I get stabbed in the fucking back. Yes I am mad raging mad right now. When I am mad I cry or I write. I write how I feel. I really am trying to get the truth from him because of what he did before. And he keeps putting that shit I hit him in his chest up. So fucking what your ass deservered it. I didn't hurt him he didn't go to the hospital.
And he tells me that Ophelia kepps saying shit about me. I believe it is probably him. I am tiered of this. He can be whoever friend he wants but dont fuck with my friends. He can have Becky as a friend cuz she is going along with what he says anyway. She don't tell me til he is gone at at the last damn minute. She knew that she was going with me to my parents house and she wants to hang with him I don't care. I will go home and have my fun with or without her. Who cares not me I am just tring to help because I invited her because I knew that I could not afford to go home for Thanksgiving and Chrismas I will be going home hopefully, so I invited her to the house away from the dorm and if she wants to go with ACE go right ahead I don't care at this point. He obviously like her as a friend better than me. He always text her and call her. But not me. That is really fucked up. I dont know what to do I am going crazy at this point. I really hate it when people think I am a fucking fool and not smart. I am dam smart, smarter than you think. I know when someone is saying something about me behind my back and I know when you are talking about me. I am not Dumb get it.