Interlude:
LIFE UPDATE:
→ Today is my wedding anniversary!!!! A year ago, I was eating cake and drinking and feeling so happy and wonderful after a week of being sick to my stomach. :D
→ INB and I spent the weekend with elfie! We saw a hockey game which was delightful even though our team lost and only got into one fight, c'mon guys, get it together!! It was super fun though and I look forward to perhaps attending some Stockton Thunder games in the future. :D
→ We are up to date with Nikita. I HATE IT SO MUCH. I absolutely looooved their wonderful family dynamic, so of course they killed Sean and made Owen evil and sent Nikita off to be alone and sad. SHOW, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME????? However, I still love Ryan and Sonya and Michael (and Nikita OF COURSE), and also the good thing to come out of Owen being evil is that the Owen vs. Michael fight was super attractive and wonderful. Anyway, SHOW WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME.
→ My dogs are bonkers.
→ This year Thanksgiving is on my mom's birthday and I just ... don't care about anything?? Or I guess a more accurate statement would be: I hate everything. I just don't want to do Thanksgiving. With anyone. I don't want to do it with my family, don't want to do it with INB's family. I just want to be alone and maybe watch some VSA or something. I know this is shitty and selfish, but I don't want to be around other people who are having a good time on Thanksgiving. I'm very happy for them, but that doesn't make me actually happy. Does life go on? Yes, absolutely. Do I have to like it? I don't care 'cause it's not gonna happen.
THIS HAS BEEN A LIFE UPDATE.
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→ Today is my wedding anniversary!!!! A year ago, I was eating cake and drinking and feeling so happy and wonderful after a week of being sick to my stomach. :D
→ INB and I spent the weekend with elfie! We saw a hockey game which was delightful even though our team lost and only got into one fight, c'mon guys, get it together!! It was super fun though and I look forward to perhaps attending some Stockton Thunder games in the future. :D
→ We are up to date with Nikita. I HATE IT SO MUCH. I absolutely looooved their wonderful family dynamic, so of course they killed Sean and made Owen evil and sent Nikita off to be alone and sad. SHOW, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME????? However, I still love Ryan and Sonya and Michael (and Nikita OF COURSE), and also the good thing to come out of Owen being evil is that the Owen vs. Michael fight was super attractive and wonderful. Anyway, SHOW WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME.
→ My dogs are bonkers.
→ This year Thanksgiving is on my mom's birthday and I just ... don't care about anything?? Or I guess a more accurate statement would be: I hate everything. I just don't want to do Thanksgiving. With anyone. I don't want to do it with my family, don't want to do it with INB's family. I just want to be alone and maybe watch some VSA or something. I know this is shitty and selfish, but I don't want to be around other people who are having a good time on Thanksgiving. I'm very happy for them, but that doesn't make me actually happy. Does life go on? Yes, absolutely. Do I have to like it? I don't care 'cause it's not gonna happen.
THIS HAS BEEN A LIFE UPDATE.
Crossposted here on Dreamwidth. You can comment there anonymously or using OpenID. ♥