Boy, you'd stick your head in the fire if I told you you'd find hell

[lover_face_yo]

Johnnie comes back on Thursday. Once again everything happens the same weekend. Jade and I were realizing the other night that it gets to hard to do everything and it has to be planned out. Saturday, I wanted to go to CJ but that's Johnnie's welcome home party, John is going to Portland, it's also the Nutcracker, and Jade has a swim meet. I really wanna see Johnnie but I don't. His party is going to be at Alysia's aunt's house and I can't see them together. I'm selfish, I'm over it. I just can't handle seeing them. I still love him even though I don't want him right now. God...that doesn't sound self-centered or anything. Eh, I can't help how I feel.

I'm also sick. That's kinda a downer. Plus a thousand things to get done. I still need to get started on my Christmas shopping. I bought Mikhail's present and I know what I'm getting Jade, Chris, Serra, John, Jay-R and Annette. It's a start. Hope everyone has a good day. :)