Sep 23, 2005 14:35
I made a list of things that made me happy awhile ago so I decided to re-post it because I started thinking about Johnnie. The more I think about it the more it makes me mad so this is my way of making myself feel better.
Music,
Movies,
Spot,
Towels,
Kool-Aid that is clear
Cookies from Albertsons,
Serra and I taking off in Photography to go talk
Stoicism
I trust Jeromie enough to drive my car without me in it,
the fact that Oranges are orange,
Animals that other people think are ugly but I find adorable,
Cooking Shows
Bowling,
Scooby Doo Push Pops
Healthy food that taste good
Apple Juice
Chinese yoyos
The Daily Show
Card games
Sorry
Clue
Serra taking a picture of the table
Hot Showers
Having someone play with my hair
Swings
Falling asleep next to someone
Mikhail singing Disney songs to make me feel better,
Disney movies,
Disneyland,
When little kids call me Madawin,
Shaina always being there for me to talk to
Lily,
Mario,
The Sink Skettie Story,
Telling the SSS with Jay-r and us cracking up while everyone else gives the pity laugh, Jumping in puddles,
Playing in the Rain and coming back in to a fire and soup and hot chocolate,
Cooking,
Staplers,
Jelly Beans,
Running through the sprinklers,
People reading my blogs,
This:,
Smiles,
Green eyes,
Johnnie's jacket,
Jodi's car.
My car,
Telling Alyisa to get in the ca
my night cd,
When Jade doesn't get enough sleep and says funny things,
When I find people who care about the world,
Driving at night,
Driving to CJ,
The Picture Jim Drew me,
My light up Buddha,
Jeromie getting the buddha out of his truck,
lamp post at night,
seeing shooting stars,
connecting with someone when you've only known them for a few hours,
finding old friends,
Little kids when they hold their breath because their cheeks puff out,
Hearing Pearl Jam on the Radio,
lyrics that have meaning,
Having someone go from talking about abortion to tweaker snails,
Laugh about nothing,
Laugh so hard you start to cry,
being scared to the degree that you can't do anything but laugh,
lauging in general,
going to the movies,
People gettting as excited about Taco Bell as me,
Candles,
Lakes,
Islands,
Making plans to go to Germany, Florida, and Disneyland,
holding hands,
Knowing that someone loves me and not having to say it 20 times a day,
hearts,
Lucky Charms,
dumping out the ceral to get the prize.
Finding a quarter,
dancing in the car,
having everyone in the car sing along to whatever song is on,
Remember weird dreams,
Asking questions that no one can answer,
Alexis being as afraid as swans as I am,
pillows,
Lined paper with a picture in the middle,
the headlights that look like they blink,
little kids wearing goggles,
Skirts that swirl when you spin in a circle,
Fortune cookies,
The word "doodle"
wands,
bubbles,
shiny things,
laying outside under the starts,
When Mikhail took Jade's phone on the zipper just to talk to me,
the zipper,
looking at old pictures and talking about the memories,
explain most the things on this list,
stories, the closet in AJ's room that has another closet inside of it,
hearing the rain outside when its dark,
Chase hugs,
my camera,
taking pictures at the park,
Driving around with Jodi going on adventures and getting lost,
Feva for the Flava,
When Reggi reminds me of a monkey,
monkeys,
when I get an e-mail from Sean,
getting letters,
Peter Pan,
Cinderella,
The castle that I'll own on my own island with a train around it that will be better than Chase's bungaloo,
Green Grass,
things that aren't real,
the fuzzy things that you make a wish and blow,
holding your breath under tunnels,
clothes out of the dryer when it's winter,
blankets,
cuddling,
kisses,
wings,
getting an IM
, people missing me when I'm gone,
One World,
Toad stool,
Tatooes that have meaning,
peircings,
my betty button,
When People draw on me
the color yellow,
Seeing Jay-R and knowing nothing has really changed,
How Jealous people get about how close me and him are,
People who act out stories when they tell them,
My iresponsible monkey going 140 MPH,
When people can spell my name,
dico lights,
Rock gardens,
attics,
ducks,
dasies,
picture frames made out of popcicle sticks,
Jade's soft warm hair,
when someone calls me at 3 in the morning just because I'm the only one that understands,
being trusted,
coming up with French code names for my shady friends,
The Necklace John gave me,
getting/giving gifts for no reason other than just because,
Hope,
treasure chest,
Feeling special,
Jade's floor,
Alexis' bed,
sleeping,
my pile of blankets because I hate making my bed,
Other people that also find it pointless to make the bed,
things that squish,
when Jeromie drives my car but backs up Eric's drive way so I don't have to back down, The candle the smells like Chocolate,
the way Justin's house smelled,
pretty pictures,
hands,
Jade's pink blow fish water bottle,
When Jake finds something funny because he laughs for days,
hearing a song I haven't heard for years and still knowing the lyrics,
proving someone wrong when it comes to music,
Benny and Joon,
The Crow,
CD players that have hello kitty on them,
When Jake Arata didn't believe me that I would stab him with the buttter knife and Johnnie said, yeah dude, she will,
Johnnie and I argueing for days about if snails have eyes and even after I proved him wrong we still talk about it,
knowing someone will always have my back,
Cherrie Trees,
Sam's pool, calling Sam
"Actual Sam"
KERBY!
Friends
Open minded people
Waking up and seeing you still have a few hours to sleep in
Eye contact
People understanding
Knowing that I can tell people things
The hot wheels and barbies you would get from McDonals,
When John and Mikhail order food from drive throughs and then try to hide in the back seat leaving Jade and I to talk to them,
Going to Shari's twice in one day with different boys,
John getting annoyed with trying to figure out the tip and gave up,
Smoothies,
Concerts,
The Dirty White boy the fair,
Uncle Eric taking me for night rides on his three wheeler,
the flying dune buggy thing,
Bumper Stickers,
Pink and Black, C
omments,
hugs,
Gray Cakes,
Jelly Bean breaks,
Finding someone who can listen to Nothingface then right after go to Van Morrison, The song "Moondance"
Fall,
Talking to Random people.
Things that change colors,
writing this,
When Gavin smiles,
Singing along to Grease,
Chili Lights,
Triangles,
Putting a dollar in the soda machine and it takes it the first try,
Things that smell like Vanilla,
Christmas Trees at night,
Someone who will watch the Muppet movies with me,
Lily when she only wants me to hold her,
60s music,
Reading,
My Shampoo,
How Caesar Salads remind Shay-Bay of me,
When people remember my favorite things,
People that remember everything I tell them,
Jade and I trying to tell a story,
Seeing Alexis smile,
Being myself,
Sporks
Shaina and I getting lost trying to find the GreenRoom
Getting a phone call that last for hours,
Finding Jeans that fit,
Coming up with weird theories,
Saving money because insteed of getting high Jade and I just don't sleep, same effect really,
Photo Booths,
Inside Jokes,
Reading old notes,
When Annette says"Mr.Grumpy Gills"
Being wanted,
Ice Cream,
Jake, Julie, Kristy, and I dancing to the Log song for our families 10 years ago,
Scott's Ferret,
Pizza,
"fake out"
reading old surveys people filled out,
My Key Chain,
Ballons,
old phones,
my beat up phone,
sub shop,
sitting on the roof,
watching the sunset/rise, going to the beach,
Uncle Adam thinking the world of me,
my aunts trailer,
My grandpa's heart shaped lawn
Barack Obama,
skipping,
Going to Plays,
How Jeromie talks about me,
Snapple caps,
The diet snapple labels that say no calories with a side note that says, yep one day they just ran off,
things that float,
Jeromie and my score sheet,
poems,
Jet Boats,
Hearing someone's heart beat,
having someone tell me they can hear my heart beat,
Rubber Ducks,
Grocery Shopping with Shay,
Feeling Landon kick,
Back scratchers that are shaped like hands
The fact that I have more to add and that so many things make me happy.