May 08, 2005 16:55
"There's one thing that I hate more than anything. This one thing occurs when a person, normally a female, puts some random quote that she found into her profile because she thinks it to be the most profound truth ever. Now, I understand there are sayings to which we all can adhere truth. However, when a girl puts something like "Love isn't about finding the perfect personbut learning to see an imperfect person perfectly," I just want to ask her why; not only is the grammar wrong, but it sounds like something Will Smith would say in his recent movie "Catch" or whatever bullshit name it was -- I don't know because I never wasted my money to see it. Be real; be yourself; don't be a retarded scene kid."
this is daniel's profile as of today.
why does care about was is written on someelse's profile? especially from someone he doesn't really know and about a movie that he has never seen.
he wants the real truth? i don't think he wants to hear the real me. being real--the truth is i love you more than you will ever know. i miss you as well. is that real enough for you? i don't know what he feels... he won't tell me. he tried to fix every problem on his on when we were together. when he wanted to take a break 3 weeks into the relationship, he fixed the problem on his own without ever talking to me(or he thought he fixed it... this was when he still told me that "he truly loved me from the bottom of his heart."--they say "talk is cheap...i bought every word you said) when we ended up breaking up, we did it online. we have never fought in person, not even on the phone. the fewer emotions of mine he had to deal with, the better i guess. -y do we fall in love with guys who treat us like shit, but fall out of love with guys that treat us like royalty? i just don't get this love thing.
i saved this journal icon a couple of days ago. it says, "i thought you said forever..." we talked about forever...on the computer of course. we talked about marriage, college, kids, pets, our lives together, and how our love would last for eternity. we said that we would be together forever. i wasn't lying... i'm assuming this was when he still felt that he was loved and was in love with me. i just wish i knew where he stood on our relationship. if he thinks it would ever work out. if he does, good. if not, oh well. i just want to KNOW. he needs not to be so contradictory and ambiguous. HE SAID THAT HE wanted to hang out this saturday. i agreed, but it didn't work out. i told him that we might could do something this saturday and his response...? "we'll see." is he trying to hide his feelings by being vague? does he miss me? i have no idea! i guess i might find out this weekend.
one last thing...
i have noticed that i ALWAYS bring Daniel up in conversations, and definitely not on purpose. this was understandable when we were dating, but i still do it! i'm sure it drives everyone crazy. lol. sorry everyone. "if you can't get him out of your head, maybe he is suppose to be there..."
-30 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1 . Tell her she is beautiful.
2 . Hold her hand whenever you can.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her she's the only girl you wanna be with.
6 . When she is upset, tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes.
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . Talk to her without having to kiss her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . Tell her when you miss her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . Open her car door.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Listen to her.
22 . Randomly tell her when you think she looks her best.
23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
24 . Look her into the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27 . Don't ignore her, no matter who is around.
28 . Kiss her in the rain.
29 . Tell her EVERYTHING that's going on in your life. She wants to know.
30 . WHEN you fall in love with her . . . Tell her.
^^^^i love this so much!^^^^^
i love my friends that listen to me bitch and try to help me so much more though! i love ya'll so much! you have no idea how much you mean to me. Always here for you!
avec amor,
Kayla