My Miracle; Forever
Title: My Miracle; Forever
Author: insaneeuphoriiia [lovepyyung]
Pairing: tadaiki
Genre: angst, romance... [and more]
Length: Oneshot
Disclaimer: i do not own them asdfghjkl
Warnings: typos and some grammatical errors. (un-beta-ed hihi)
Summary: Forever.
A/N: Hey yo. One word for the summary. Gah. READ FROM HERE. Don't... peak... below. Please. There;s an explanation there so, no. Don't. Yoroshiku :)
永遠♥
No one. There was no one except him inside the cold, dark room. He was leaning against the old, dusty wall while hugging his bent knees, breathing heavily. A few more minutes passed, he just sat there, staring blankly at the moonless night sky. Silence filled in the air, until a faint sound of crying was heard. He called out in agony. 'Help.' He cried out for help, knowing that no one would come around to save him from that tormenting experience, yet he didn't stop, because he believed his faith was just being tested. He just waited for a miracle to happen, for his miracle to come to rescue him. He was experiencing both physical and mental suffering, but then he had no choice but to wait. 'I need you.'
Tick. Tock. Time flew fast. He had already stopped crying. Then, the expected visitor came. His miracle appeared. He burst through the door, with a furious look on his face. Without any second thoughts, he shouted his name loud and clear, and broke into tears for the second time. "Yuya!"
永遠♥
Abandoned by the age of five, Daiki grew up in his uncle's custody. He was never the bubbly, friendly kid, because he can't associate himself with the others. Why? Because grew with fear in his heart. And that made him defenseless, weak. Every night, his uncle would go home drunk. Then the poor, little Daiki would run to his room, hide under his bed, until his uncle falls asleep. If he's lucky enough, his night would end peacefully, but if he got caught, he'd be covered with random bruises and scratches the next day. His uncle just loves to hurt people when drunk, regardless their relationship. It's because he feels like a trash, a trash who was given an extra luggage by his older brother after he and his wife died due to an airplane crash. That's the other reason why Daiki became his human 'punching bag' to release all his anger.
And as Daiki grew older, he became more isolated. He doesn't have any friends at school. He eats lunch in the bathroom. He never goes out to have fun. In other words, it was as if he's living in his own little world alone, until one day came.It was as if the world revolved in the wrong orbit, that kind of day came. A day which was way too impossible for him to occur. A guy who's a complete opposite of him appeared in his life.
It was their lunch break, and he was at his usual spot, in the last cubicle of the boys' comfort room. It was a long day, since it's their finals. He just sighed and brought out his lunchbox from his bag pack. He was about to open the box when someone from the cubicle next to his spoke.
"Hello, Daichan. Mind if I call you that?" The guy said. 'Huh? Someone's talking to me... TO ME? It must be a ghost. Yeah. It must be.' Daiki thought. Who would even know his name? Even his classmates would've probably forgotten his name already.
"I'm not a ghost, alright?" He spoke again. 'Eh? Is he reading my mind?'
"And... I'm not a mind-reader, for the starter. I'm Takaki Yuya, class B."
"A-are... are you really... talking to me?" Daiki put down his lunch box, then faced the wall where the voice was coming from.
"I am pretty certain I am talking to class C's Arioka Daiki." He knew the guy was slightly laughing.
"How did you know who I am? And... how did you know I'm here?"
"Uhh... I asked a few friends. And your class adviser. You've been eating here since the first day, right?" He was shocked. So this Takaki guy knew he was staying there from the very beginning. "Ah, gomen. I sounded like a stalker, ne? Haha. I just like you, that's why."
"HUH?" 'Like... ME?'
Daiki heard the door from the other cubicle opened, then someone knocked on his cubicle's door. He was hesitant at first, but he decided to open it anyway. And there he was, class B's class representative Takaki Yuya, standing in front of him. "I like you, Daichan. I'm not forcing you though. Maybe we can start off as friends?"
永遠♥
"Neh, Yuuyan?" Daiki snuggled up against Yuya's shoulder, searching for some warmth.
"Hmm?"
"How did you know where to find me?" He asked, while his fingers traced the latter's chest.
"Instincts?"
"No, seriously?"
"I don't know. I just thought you would be in that room. Please, let's not talk about it. It breaks my heart, you know. The images in my head are still vivid whenever I remember that night." Yuya shifted his body, and hugged Daiki tightly. He purposely put Daiki's head near his chest and continued. "Y-you... you don't know... how painful it was for me to see you... like that. I knew that guy would do something... very... v-very inappropriate. I'm sorry, Daichan."
"N-no. Thank you... for saving me. I didn't think you would come, but I have faith in you." Daiki released himself from Yuya's hug and looked up at him. "Thank you, for being my miracle. I love you."
"I love you so much... I will never leave you. I'll protect you forever, I promise." And that promise was sealed with a sweet, passionate kiss.
永遠♥
"W-what? What a-re you saying? Y-you're kidding, right? Right? P-please tell me t-this... this is a j-joke." Daiki held onto his phone tightly, as his tears streamed down his face. "I-if this is some kind o-of a joke, p-please... stop... now... I-it's not... even.. funny... anymore..."
"I'm sorry... Daichan. H-he... a-aniki..." the guy on the other line wasn't able to finish his sentence. The line was cut off.
Daiki ran as fast as he can. He just went out for a while to buy Pocky for Yuya. Apparently, his lover was confined in the hospital to get medical treatment for his 'head injury'. He didn't know. Daiki didn't know it was a tumor. He quite understand why Yuya lied. He promised, and he didn't want to break that promise.
When he arrived, Yuya's body was already covered with a white blanket. On the other side of the room was his younger brother, and their parents.He couldn't explain the pain he was experiencing at that moment, as he stared at Yuya's sleeping figure. It was definitely more painful compared to anything he have had experienced. His world completely stopped. Because for that moment, it felt so empty... again.
He slowly walked towards Yuya, and removed the blanket covering his face. "N-neh... I-if y-you're trying t-to m-mess up with m-me, you... c-can... stop... Now. I'm n-not... a-ngry, o-okay? O-open your... eyes... Please."
No response.
"N-neh, Yu-yaa... I-i don't w-want to p-play... anymore..."
Same. No response.
"Y-you... you p-promised, r-right? You... y-you said you'll... n-never... l-leave me. W-why?"
He heard nothing. His Yuya was peacefully lying down on his death bed. Daiki bit his lip and wiped away his tears. Then, he held Yuya's face and kissed his cold lips. "F-forever... right?"
Right after that last kiss, Daiki ran outside the room, leaving Yuya's family confused.
Yuya's younger brother tried to chase Daiki, but he's quite slow to catch up. Then he heard a screeching of tires, followed by a bang. And the next thing he knew, he had completely stopped running as he stared at his soon-to-be brother-in-law's body covered with blood.
永遠♥
With a faint voice, Daiki said, "Forever."
- fin♥
Okay. I might have made lots of errors, since I just did this in one go then posted it right away so... forgive me /o/
Explanation: (I just thought I have to explain this though) The end part. He kissed Yuya's corpse (basically), then he said 'Forever, right?' then ran out, deshou? It's because he was really planning commit suicide. I thought of using a suicide method like jumping off the building or smth but I think I've already read something like that...? Someone jumped off the building~ or close to that. So I just chose to use a suicide attempt outside the hospital building, like, being hit by a car. lol Okay. Thanks for reading .o.
Comments are appreciated /o/